Month: January 2024

Heights

I hate heights. Always have and probably will for the rest of my life. I don’t know why. It is just some phobia I have. I can climb a ladder and roam around on a single-story roof, but anything higher than that I begin to get nervous and the higher it goes the more nervous I get even to the state of panic. Oh, I can fly in a passenger jet or go in high skyscraper buildings. I have been to the top of the pre-9-11 World Trade Center and the Empire State Building and felt a little uncomfortable but no more. It is just that vision of being on the edge and viewing the ground way down there with no fence or railing to stop me. However, I could not even go up the Space Needle in Seattle. I stayed on the ground.

When I was young, I had dreams of falling off a high spot or being pushed. I always woke up before I ever hit the ground. Someone said to me when I was young that if I ever hit the ground in my dreams I would have died. I don’t know if that is a fact or not. I wonder if that is a reason. Maybe in a previous life I fell off or was pushed. I am afraid of heights even today. The only consolation I have is that many people have the same fear of heights I have.

I would never make a paratrooper. Who would want to jump out of a perfectly good airplane?

Bloganuary writing prompt
What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

Complaints, Complaints, Complaints

What is happening to this world? Across the world you see unrest with massive demonstrations, violence, armed conflicts with many deaths. Russia and Ukraine are in a war. Gaza and Israel conflict goes on. China is threatening Taiwan. Three US soldiers are killed in Jordan. Farmers in Scandinavia and Paris are having massive demonstrations.

On a local level. The actual number is not actually known, but millions of people have come across the border. This is putting a tremendous burden on the health system and social services. In large cities crime is rising. You see videos of smash and grabs where large swarms of people just go in and grab anything they want. Homeless camps are springing up everywhere. Fentanyl deaths in the past years are scary.

Inflation is alive and well. For example, I recently purchased a large package of toilet paper, and the cost was twenty-two dollars. Six months ago, the cost was eighteen dollars. That is an over twenty percent increase. My property taxes just increased nine-hundred dollars. These increases are pinching my fixed income.

In politics all you see and hear is anger and hate. There is no longer a civil discussion on the issues. All they do is attack their opponent. Truthfulness is dead. Anything is said to fit their agenda. There is no accountability for out and out lies. Many government entities have been weaponized, and they use their authority to push the agenda. Equal justice under the law is currently missing.

So, what is a mere mortal like you and me do? Complain, complain, and complain some more. Another very important thing to do is, learn more about the agenda these politicians are pushing on us. Finally, vote in November.

Bloganuary writing prompt
What do you complain about the most?

The lottery and me.

First of all, to win the lottery, you have to play the lottery. I don’t play the lottery. I can’t remember the last time I threw away money to buy a lottery ticket. I have many friends and relatives that faithfully purchase lottery tickets every week. Has anyone won? Not that I know of. When the lottery first started, I played the scam. I think the most numbers I ever got was two. This convinced me that the chances are slim next to none.

Therefore, theoretically if I ever won millions I would disappear and change my life totally. First, I would acquire legal advice and a financial advisor. I have heard that these multimillionaires suddenly have relatives come out of the woodwork and friends that you haven’t heard or seen from for years. I want people to be around me for who I am, not what I have. Charities and good causes would get a portion of my good fortune. The largest concern I have will I be any happier or complete than what I am now.

My life has been full and rewarding. I am in my seasoned years and have had more good things and people than bad events. No, I am not rich. I am just a mere mortal that is living comfortable, happy, and that would be hard to replace. It would be a tough job for those millions to replace what I have now. Therefore, I do not intend to start playing the lottery anytime soon.

Bloganuary writing prompt
What would you do if you won the lottery?

Decision

I have been retired over sixteen years and all my time is leisure time. After sixty years of working earning a living, raising and providing for a family I am entitled to leisure time. Since I retired every day is Saturday! I wake up and think what will today bring just like I did when working but just one day of the week then. Now it is every day.

With that I have enjoyed doing many different things at different times. Before I retired, I had passion for model trains and this passion went through its course. Since I have retired and moved into our new home the workshop, I have in my basement. I spent a lot of time. However, that interest has decreased lately. Of course, I am aging like everyone else, and this is affecting what I can do and not do.

Lately I have been spending a lot of time writing and reminiscing about things that happened to me. I have become active in WordPress again. I had this account since 2010 but became active in it since August of last year. I have dabbled in podcasts and videos. Maybe someday I can say they are pretty good.

In conclusion, it will be close to a year since I experienced a life-threatening blood clot. I was standing in front of Death’s door and Doctor Death was holding the door open. I surprised everyone and beat the odds. What I enjoy the most since that event is living!          https://tomt2.com/2023/08/10/my-blood-clot/

Bloganuary writing prompt
What do you enjoy doing most in your leisure time?

Something I missed.

I was born and raised in Denver Colorado. Except for a couple of years in the army I have lived in Denver Metro area for over seventy-five years. During school years they would have field trips to this attraction. The attraction has close to 500,000 visitors a year. It was established in 1862. There are only five in the entire nation. For a period of time, I worked at a place that was only a block away. I don’t know how times I have driven by it and thought, “I need to go there.” Have you figured it out? answer below

Bloganuary writing prompt
Name an attraction or town close to home that you still haven’t got around to visiting.

The answer is: The Denver United States Mint

https://www.usmint.gov/about/mint-tours-facilities/denver

Life is Fun

I have been retired for seventeen years. Since 2006 I haven’t worked any job. Pensions, Social Security and savings have provided my wife and I with everything we need. Most of the things I do is for fun or enjoyment. Life has been good. There have been medical issues but all in all life has been good to us. Here are the first five things that I thought of to have fun.

  1. the most interesting thing at the present time is writing. I enjoy writing and reminiscing about events in my life. That is the purpose of writing on Word Press. I do not expect to ever receive any kind of financial compensation for my writing time. I just enjoy it. I am glad I discovered the daily blog prompt. This is ideal for my random ramblings.
  2. I enjoy eating out at restaurants. it gives us a reason to get out of the house for a while and interact with people. Humans are social creatures and social contact is necessary for healthy living. I had a job where I would have contact with people that spent a lot of time alone. You could tell they were lacking social contact in their life, and they were craving for this necessity. They would try to keep me there as long as possible just to have contact with another human being.
  3. Puzzle books are fun for me. I enjoy crossword puzzles and sudoku. I am not a big fan of word search. However, my wife enjoys word search puzzles though. One must keep their mind active and working.
  4. I have a workshop in my basement. I enjoy repairing items around the house and building small items. For a while I was into bird houses. I found out though that there is just not much demand for bird houses, and I was floating in bird houses.
  5. I like to grow stuff. All my life I have had a garden where I lived except the short time I lived in an apartment. Flowers, vines. and vegetables are on my list of plants. We sure enjoy fresh tomatoes during the summertime. Unfortunately, our home has growing space, but it is too shady, and I haven’t had much success here.

These are the first five things that came to mind. I have many more things I do for fun.  

Bloganuary writing prompt
List five things you do for fun.

I don’t Have a Pet

It has been many years since we had a pet. But we do have many fond memories of Missy. She was a peekapoo and we got her when she was just a puppy. Never weighed over five pounds. The only time she got mad at us was when we took her to get spayed. If looks could kill, we would be dead. But she forgave us and was a loving, friendly, and loyal companion for over thirteen years.

when Missy was a puppy, she jumped off the couch once and broke he front leg. Taking her to the vet and watching her walk around with her little cast created a bond and love that cannot be explained. When we had pork chops, Missy got the bone. She knew and just sat there waiting for her bone. What a fond memory. After many years of love and enjoyment she began to show her age. One morning I let her outside to do her business. I always went out to keep an eye on her since we had an open yard. She finished and was walking around just sniffing stuff and she looked up at me and fell over dead.

Missy will always be remembered. Throughout my life I had many pets, Ginger, Jughead, Boots, and many more. Missy was the best!

Bloganuary writing prompt
If you could make your pet understand one thing, what would it be?

I was named after?

Many babies are named after the father, relative or a friend. The trend these days appears to be named with names one is not accustomed too. Such as Ace, April, Fable, Huxely, and many others.

I was born four months after Pearl Harbor, in the middle of World War II. I asked my parents who I was named after since my older brother was named after my dad. Here is the tale they told me. They said that they couldn’t think of a good name. At that time the local newspaper listed the young men recently drafted into the military to fight in the war. They said that they went to this list and found a name of Thomas Lee and that is how I was named. If this is true or not, I will never know. Just like you will never know if I just made this up or not.

https://tomt2.com/about-2tts/

Bloganuary writing prompt
Write about your first name: its meaning, significance, etymology, etc.

No Dream Job for Me

I am beyond a dream job. I have been retired for over seventeen years. Now I dream of staying healthy and hoping my financial situation out lasts me.

A long time ago I had a dream job in mind. When I entered junior high school, now they call middle school, I was put in what they called an accelerated class. This was composed of kids that was in the top ranking of the proficiency tests they gave us. At that time, I loved science class, especially chemistry. My friend and I stayed after school and helped the science teacher around the lab and classroom. My dream job then was chemistry or engineering. Towards the end of ninth grade, they gave us a standardized test that was supposed to inform us what kind of career to pursue. The results came back, and chemistry or engineering was not on my list of careers. This shattered me, my dream was destroyed! I continued to high school, and I barely graduated from high school.

For the next forty-five years I had a job. Some jobs were good high paying jobs and others were just to survive jobs. 1987 to 1991 were the most difficult financial times. I was laid off from my high paying job and unemployment was at seven and a half percent. It took over four years to find a good job. None of the jobs were my dream job. However, I am retired and satisfied with my current situation.

I do have a new dream though, that is to have many subscribers and followers that read and enjoy my ramblings. https://tomt2.com/about-2tts/

Bloganuary writing prompt
What’s your dream job?

A Good Leader

Many follow, a small percentage can lead. A leader must have and show confidence in themselves and their decisions. Good leaders consult their associates for their input and suggestions before making a decision if available. One must delegate to associates. Do not attempt to do everything. Analyze your successes and failures to make more successes and fewer mistakes. Finally, share your success, do not hog it all.

Bloganuary writing prompt
What makes a good leader?

CARS IN MY LIFE

There have been sixteen cars throughout my years. Vehicles have been a very important part of my life. If it wasn’t for transportation I wouldn’t be where I am today. I received my driver’s license ten days after I became eligible when I turned sixteen in 1958. My parents had some friends that lived on a farm about forty miles north of Denver and my dad would take me out to the farm and I was able to drive on the dirt roads in the fields. Many times, when we came back, he would allow me to drive on the freeway until we got close to Denver. Naturally, the traffic was not as hectic and congested as it is these days. I was driving before I was sixteen. My sons followed the tradition. During the summer months they would stay with their grandparents in Nebraska and drive the crop roads out there. You could hardly see them over the dashboard, and one could think that the pickup did not have a driver. These are priceless memories one never forgets. 

Vehicle number one. This was a 1947 four door family car. My parents got a new car, and they knew an additional car would be needed because their sons were getting close to driving age. This car was used to teach my brother and me how to drive. The car was pea green and a typical family car in the fifties.  I forget when my parents got the car. It was a four-cylinder inline flathead. No overhead cams in those days. It was a dog and really had to work when it was taken to the mountains. I took and passed my driving test in this car, and I was nervous when I took the test. The hardest part was pulling up to a car and backing into the parking spot behind that car. The insurance agent came to our home and gave me a lecture on responsible driving and what to do if an accident occurs.  

Vehicle number two. This was my teenage hot rod. I found it in the back lane of a used car lot. I paid a hundred dollars for it. It ran, but that is all about it did. The body sucked, but no dents, original interior but this was all ok. I wanted to make a hot rod out of it. During those times the 1932 Ford 2 door coupe was the hot car to have. They were hard to find, so you had to settle with what you could find. I spent about six months getting it fixed up. Body work, chrome engine goodies, new tires and wheels, shock absorbers, just to name a few. Then I spent three hundred dollars for a paint and upholstery job. One may wonder, where did he get his money. I had a part time job after school and during the summer. I drove it during my Junior and Senior high school years and sometime after graduation. It was a dog though, never won any drag races in it.  

Vehicle number three.  After graduating from high school, I got a job at the company that was making the Titan ICBM for the government. I was making good money and wanted to get a new car. Thanks to my parents’ credit rating I was able to get a brand new 1961 Dodge 2 door hardtop Phoenix. I made all the car payments. This was one of the muscle cars that were available at the time. It had a 383 cubic inch engine with 2 four-barrel carburetors and their new ram induction intake manifold which in my opinion was more hype than improved the horsepower. This car did like to drink premium gasoline though. I had a lot of mechanical problems with the car. Something was wrong with the charging system and a tooth got chipped in the first gear manual transmission and it had a clicking noise when in first gear. In 1963 I decided to trade it in and get a more common-sense car. 

Vehicle number three. The next car was a 1963 Dodge two door hard top. It had a large V8 engine with my first automatic transmission and air conditioning, another first. One may ask, “why did he go with Dodges?” My dad was a Dodge fan. Many have said, the fruit does not fall far from the tree. It was a good car, and I was happy with it. I kept it until March of 1964, and something happened that I never thought of. I was drafted!!! “Your friends and neighbors have selected you to serve in the United States Military”! What was I to do? I have this car payment and no way could I make a car payment making 78 dollars a month in the military. Well, my parents took over the car and made the payments. They kept the car until it was in an auto accident somewhere around 1968 or 1969. A drunk driver swerved in the lane and hit the car on the front driver’s side. Luckily my dad was not injured.  

Vehicles number four. The next two years I was in the US Army, and these were the vehicles in my life. A deuce and a half cargo truck. A three-quarter ton utility vehicle and the world-famous army Jeep. Since I went to Germany instead of Viet Nam, I do not regret the time I spent in the US Army.   

Vehicle number five.  I have been discharged from the army. I started working at the same company before I was drafted. During that era if you were drafted the company you were working for were required by law to hire you back. They fulfilled their obligation and a year later laid me off.  I am still young and have hot-rodding in my blood so, I purchase a 1966 Dodge Charger with a 383 cubic inch V8 with an automatic transmission. Unfortunately, it did not have AC and I regretted that as the time went by. It was a good car and I have many memorable trips in this car. All I did during the time I had was the normal maintenance required. Gas consumption was not one of the better points of this car. This is the car I had when I got married and started my family life. Kept this car until 1975 

Vehicle number six. Here I am, recently married, with a family home and a young baby. My job was eighteen miles away and I had a gas hog for a car. The final straw was when OPEC instituted an oil embargo on the United States. Gasoline was getting close to being over a dollar a gallon. The gas pumps only had two digits and there was panic about what to do when gas exceeded a dollar. We decided that we needed an additional car because my wife also needed a car, and the gas hog was becoming expensive to drive. We found a used 1973 Chevrolet Vega at a used car lot, and it only had 7000 miles on it. I should have realized there was something wrong with a car less than a year old on a used car lot. It was yellow and it gained the name of “The Lemon”. Throughout it had many mechanical issues. However, the car did get forty highway miles to the gallon of gas. Because of future financial issues this car was kept for over ten years. 

Vehicle number seven. Our next car was a 1974 Chevrolet four door Malibu family car. My hot-rodding days are over. This car was purchased in 1975 or 1976, it was a used car. The Charger was sold about a year later to a friend and he got a lot of years out of it. The Malibu was a good family car with air conditioning. It was heavy though and that four-barrel carburetor V8 loved gasoline. The worse fall back was traction. This car was rear wheel drive and in ice and snow this car was useless even with studded snow tires. My wife at the time was born and raised in Nebraska. We took many trips back to her hometown in this Malibu. Life was good, we had a home, two vehicles, enough money coming in to pay the bills and save some money. We were living the American dream. The next vehicle was to continue living the American dream.  

Vehicle number eight. It was a 1973 one half ton Chevrolet delivery van. At that time, I was a department manager that had delivery vehicles. The vehicles were leased vehicles with a three-year lease. I knew the maintenance history and the reliability of the vehicle. When the lease was up in 1976, we made the decision to purchase the van. We were friends with a family that had a recreational van and that friendship prompted us to get into the RV world. The plan was to refurnish the interior and make it a comfortable recreational van. I got some new tires and wheels, made some benches over the wheel wells. I installed a roof vent in the back for ventilation. Unfortunately, my American dream was starting to crumble. The divorce was final in 1982. The boys stayed with their mother at the home. She kept the Malibu, and I took the Vega, (the Lemon). She didn’t want the van, so it went with me also. She kept the family dog. Divorce was the most expensive event in my life.  

Vehicle number nine. Here it is 1982, recently divorced, and have a 1973 Vega which was a piece of junk the day it was made and a 1973 Chevy van that most of the time just sat in the parking lot costing me insurance money. I needed a replacement car. During that time leasing was becoming popular. The deal that you could lease for a down payment and payments of $199 a month sucked me in. I leased a 1981 Chevrolet S10 Blazer with a forty-eight-month lease. I traded in the Vega and the van for the down payment. These days were tough. I made the house payment that my former wife and two boys lived in and paid child support. I also had to pay rent for the apartment I lived in and all the normal monthly expenses. The Blazer was a four-wheel drive with manual transmission and no air conditioning. I forget if it was a V6 or a 4 cylinder. It was a dog. Other than that, it wasn’t a bad vehicle.   

Vehicle number ten.   My lease on the Blazer is up in 1986. I need a vehicle because I worked across the city eighteen miles away. The Blazer purchase price was too high for me since I didn’t really like the vehicle. I find a used 1984 GMC pickup truck equivalent to the S10 series. I purchased the vehicle. It was very similar to the leased S10 Blazer but only two-wheel drive with automatic transmission, but it had AC. I had this truck until 1994. I do not remember exactly what happened but my youngest had been driving since he got his driver’s license in 1990. For some reason the cover was off the bed. However, he had some heavy object in the bed and had to make a sudden stop and the object was higher than the bed frame and it banged into the back of the cab causing significant damage. The insurance company just paid scrap value and I needed another vehicle to find.

Vehicle number eleven. I had to find a vehicle soon. I couldn’t afford a rental car for very long. I found a 1987 Mazda pickup with a cover for the bed. The only money I had was the scrap value money I received from the insurance company. I did not want to go into debt any farther. This truck served its purpose. It got me to point A and back. I was laid off from my good paying job in 1987 and for the next five or six years I drifted around working temp jobs. Unemployment was at seven percent at the time, and I was forty-six. You cannot convince me that there is no age discrimination. I finally got a permanent job at a local newspaper as a district manager. In 1998 the Mazda started to use a lot of oil. For every tank of gas, you needed a quart of oil. It was time to look for another car.

Vehicle number twelve and thirteen. These were acquired at the same time in 1999. I remarried in 1995 and my wife needed a replacement car, and I also needed a replacement. The 1999 green Subaru Impreza was financed and the 1999 silver Subaru DL station wagon for me was leased for 24 months. My wife’s old car was sold to a private party and my Mazda PU was traded in on the station wagon. Since I used my car for the newspaper I worked for they provided a vehicle allowance and that allowance paid for the lease expense. I just paid for gas, maintenance and insurance. They were pretty good reliable cars. I have no complaints about the brand of Subaru. We kept the Impreza until 2011. I turned in the station wagon when the lease was up and purchased vehicle number fourteen in 2001. 

Vehicle number fourteen. This was a 2001 Chevy S10 2-wheel drive standard cab pickup. First time I ever used the internet to find a vehicle. I went to various new car dealer’s websites and searched their inventories. I found one that interested me. They only listed the sticker price and to contact the internet sales manager and he would give me the internet price. The price was 20% off the sticker price and he just made a sale. I still have the truck. The only service and maintenance have been the recommended maintenance. At 60,000 miles the front brakes were replaced, but that is to be expected and the battery has been replaced twice. I drove this truck to work which was a 36-mile trip every day I worked. I retired in 2006 and the mileage at that time was a little over 50,000 miles. Now it has less than 75,000 miles. In the last two years I have driven less than 500 miles per year. I am thinking of getting rid of it since most of the time it sits in the garage, and I still pay insurance. It has been a good vehicle for 23 years.  

Vehicle number fifteen. The Subaru Impreza car my wife drives is now twelve years old with over 90,000 miles on it. It was involved in a hit and run in a parking lot and the right front fender had a big dent. Also, it was hit when parked on the street and that resulted in a large dent in the door behind the driver’s door. They were nice enough to leave a note on the windshield and they reimbursed us for the damage. It was starting to show its age and decided it was time to trade. We selected a 2011 Honda HRV. One may wonder after having two Subaru’s why did you purchase a Honda? We did look at Subaru first, but we found out they did not have any inventory with light interior. There were dark and light exterior cars, and all the interior was only dark. With that we went to the local Honda dealer and found a mixture of both. Kept the car until 2021 and it has 70,000 miles on it. It was a good reliable car, and the only problem was a pressure sensor had to be replaced in the transmission.  

Vehicle number sixteen. In the fall of 2021, I took the HRV in for an oil change. While waiting I roamed the dealership and found a 2022 Honda CRV. The CRV is basically a shrunk down version of the HRV. I wasn’t looking for a new car when I drove in but, I got the new car bug after roaming around all those new shiny cars. I arranged for a test drive and brought the car to show to my wife. She was a bit surprised and asked, “why do we need a new car?” Then I came out with my sales pitch. The HRV has over 70,000 miles and we just had to spend close to four hundred dollars for a pressure censor part. I was concerned that the car may start to nickel dime us to death on repair of this and then of that. Also, COVID created a shortage of vehicles because of the chip shortage. I asked the salesperson if they had any shipments coming in and she said next week, and one half of the shipment has already been sold. The new car lot was half empty. My wife finally said, “well if that is what you think is best, let’s do it”. We now have the CRV over two years and have less than 10,000 miles on it. We are in our senior years and just do not drive much anymore. This will probably be the last car we have.  Life has been good, and I have many good memories to share.   

WHAT’S NEXT?

After my life-threatening blood clot, I thought “why was I given a second chance?” Lying flat on my back in ICU for three days gave me plenty of time to reconcile my life and think about “why was I given a second chance?” I concluded that there is something meant for me to do before going to the other side. I prayed and asked for help to make the right decision. To the best of my knowledge my prayers and request were never answered. I have the feeling that it is up to me to decide what direction to take. So here I am trying to decide, What’s Next?  

My second chance came in February of 2023. Recuperation was a slow process. It took about five months of being a couch potato before I felt like doing anything. I finally started to have more energy in June and received the desire to do more than just vegetate. My medication was adjusted, and the passing of time helped. During that time, I heard about substack.com on an internet news site or some talk show. I opened an account and started posting articles on the substack site. I have currently posted over thirty-five stories on substack. During that period after joining substack I remembered that I also had an old blog site on wordpress.com since 2009. Sure enough it was still there. As they say, “what you put on cyber space it is there forever.” I also started posting on WordPress too. Most of the articles are the same on each site. I just edited them to fit the site. Both sites have good points and other points that do not fit my objectives. You must remain active. If you do not post your audience disappears very quickly. They both have different audiences, and no one has ever commented that they saw me on the other site. 

The articles I have posted already are the ones I have wanted to share since my second chance of life. I do enjoy this endeavor and I will continue to publish.  

I could write about current events in a complicated country and world. There is the border, economy, politics, Ukraine, racism, sexism, gender, and many more issues to cover that I haven’t thought of now. Unfortunately, hatred and anger in these issues has destroyed any chance to have a civil and mean full sharing of thoughts and ideas. I have never seen the amount of hatred and anger in this country as there is now. I am over eighty seasoned years and do not want to get involved with hate and anger.  

I have come to the realization that I am just a speck in this gigantic universe. I am not an evangelist or a motivator. What I comment about will more than likely never have any large traffic draw. I am not doing this for money, and I could promote my site more than what I do. At least I am getting my thoughts out to cyber space instead of filing them in a file cabinet where my descendants will more than likely throw them away without even reading them. Maybe I have already done what I was meant to do after my life-threatening event.   

So, I will continue writing and commenting on anything this year.