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Is Evil Winning?

After hearing about the mass murder in Australia. The Brown University killings and the murders of Rob Reiner and wife. One wonders, is evil winning?

All you see on the news is hate, anger, and disagreements about everything. Peace-loving people must be wondering, “what is happening in this world?” I know I am. Being over eighty, I have never seen so much violence and useless attacks on the innocent. It has never been this bad, and the questions linger in our minds: how did we arrive at this point of such discontent? Communities that once thrived on cooperation now seem divided by strife, and everyday interactions are tainted by fear and suspicion. It’s a troubling environment that breeds hopelessness, leaving many to ask themselves if there’s a path toward healing. What is it going to take to turn this around? Perhaps it starts with each individual choosing kindness over hostility, fostering empathy, and making a conscious effort to unite rather than divide.

IS EVIL WINNING ?

Life Lessons from a Squirrel

I stepped onto the patio, expecting the usual tranquility, and instead found a tiny, fluffy tyrant in my favorite chair. It was a squirrel, gripping a nut between its paws like a tiny, furry overlord inspecting its spoils. Its bushy tail flicked with an air of arrogance, as if it knew it ruled this domain. The sun shone brightly, casting playful shadows around, but all I could do was watch this audacious creature claim its throne. The little tyrant seemed oblivious to my presence, chattering softly as it gnawed on the nut, pausing only to assess the surroundings, making sure no rival dared to challenge its rule over my beloved chair. The unexpected scene brought a smile to my face, reminding me that even in moments of solitude, life’s surprises could bring a sense of joy and laughter.

I paused. The squirrel stopped chewing.

“Excuse me,” I finally said, doing my best impression of a polite but firm landlord. “That’s my spot.”

The squirrel didn’t flinch. It just gave me a slow, almost judgmental blink, then resumed its crunching with an air of nonchalance that was both amusing and slightly infuriating. The look on its face was one of pure, entitled defiance, as if to communicate that it considered itself the rightful owner of this patch of earth. It was a face that said, “I have worked my tail off burying treasures all over your lawn, carefully stashing away nuggets of nourishment for future feasts. I deserve this ergonomic cushion and this premium acorn, the fruits of my industrious labor on your property.” With each bite, it seemed to relish not only the acorn but also the power it held over my fleeting human annoyance, basking in its small triumph over the mundane elements of suburban life.

“Listen, buddy,” I muttered, taking a hesitant step forward. “I pay the mortgage here. This furniture is not communal.”

The squirrel abruptly raised the nut like it was a ceremonial goblet, ready to deliver a rousing toast to its woodland pals, then tossed the half-eaten shell onto the spotless deck tiles with the flair of a drama queen. It took a moment to stretch, fluffing its bushy tail like a luxurious feather boa, and let out a cheeky little tch-tch-tch—which, if you ask me, clearly means, “Scram, peasant! Return only when you’ve got gourmet treats.”

Realizing I had just been bested in a staring contest and a territorial dispute by a furry little ninja with a bushy tail, I let out a dramatic sigh, retreated indoors, and peeked through the sliding glass door as the squirrel polished off its snack like a culinary critic, groomed its whiskers with all the flair of a runway model, and then pranced away—leaving me to reconsider my life choices and the necessity of purchasing a less popular chair, perhaps one that doesn’t double as a battleground.

Tale of Love and Legacy After Death

Audio Podcast 10 minutes

When Tom closed his eyes for the last time, he expected silence. Instead, he awoke to the sound of ticking—soft, steady, like the heartbeat of the universe resonating around him. As he slowly opened his eyes, he found himself standing in a vast hall that seemed to stretch indefinitely, filled with clocks of every imaginable shape and size. Some were grand pendulum clocks, their weights swinging gracefully with a sound reminiscent of ancient rhythms; others were delicate pocket watches, intricately designed, their tiny mechanisms whirring with a dance of precision. Still others were strange contraptions, with gears and levers that seemed to pulse in sync with the emotions of those who passed by, measuring not just seconds but the fleeting nature of emotions, the weight of memories, and the ethereal quality of dreams. Each clock held a story within, a testament to the lives they had touched, whispering secrets of time lost and found, weaving a tapestry of existence that Tom couldn’t help but reach out to touch, mesmerized by the enormity of this timeless gathering.

A figure approached, cloaked in shimmering light that danced and flickered like stars captured in a gentle breeze. “Welcome,” the figure said, voice warm as sunrise, filling the air with a sense of hope and promise. “You’ve arrived at the Workshop of Time, a sanctuary where moments are crafted and destinies are shaped. Here, every tick of the clock holds a secret, and every whisper of the wind carries echoes of the past. Step inside and let the magic unfold.”

Tom blinked. “Am I… dead?”

The figure smiled. “You are beyond death. Here, time is not something that slips away—it is something you can hold, shape, and share.”

Tom wandered among the clocks, each meticulously crafted timepiece echoing with the cadence of his life. Each one ticked with a rhythm that felt familiar, a heartbeat of nostalgia pulsing through the air. He touched a small brass watch and gasped—it showed the moment he first held his daughter, her tiny fingers curling around his thumb, a connection that made time stand still. Another clock displayed the laughter of his wife on their wedding day, frozen in golden light, their joyful smiles captured forever as if the very essence of love had been encased within the delicate gears. Every tick resonated with emotion, and every clock was a memory, preserved and alive, serving as a portal to moments long past but never forgotten, each one a chapter in the story of his life that played back in vivid detail, rich with sentiment and longing.

“Why am I here?” Tom asked.

The figure gestured to the hall, his expression a mix of serenity and wisdom. “Because you lived with love,” he continued, his voice resonating within the vast, ethereal space. “Time after death is not punishment or reward—it is continuation, a beautiful thread in the tapestry of existence. In this realm, you are given the priceless gift of your moments, each one a precious bead that can be woven into eternity. Every laugh shared, every tear shed, and every gesture of kindness sparkles here, creating a luminous mosaic that transcends the boundaries of life as you knew it. Your experiences do not vanish; they transform into something greater, enriching the very fabric of the universe.”

Tom felt a surge of joy as he stood at the threshold of this extraordinary realm. He had always feared death as an ending, but here, it revealed itself as a vast library of beginnings, filled with countless tales waiting to be discovered. With each step he took, he explored deeper into the ethereal space, finding clocks that belonged not only to him but to others who had touched his life. He marveled at the intricacies of the mechanisms, each tick echoing memories long cherished. He saw his mother’s gentle lullabies, which once wrapped him in comfort during stormy nights, his father’s quiet pride reflected in his watchful gaze, and his friends’ shared adventures that burst forth like vibrant fireworks of laughter and love. Each clock was a portal to its own story, intricately connected, with threads of time weaving into a beautiful tapestry of lives intertwined. The realization washed over him—these moments were not lost but rather preserved, eternally vibrant, resonating with every heartbeat in this enchanting library of existence.

He noticed one clock that had stopped, a relic of time now rendered still. Its hands were frozen at the moment his daughter cried at his funeral, capturing that profound sense of loss in a single, poignant moment. Tom touched it gently, and suddenly he was there—not as a ghost, but as a presence of comfort that transcended the boundaries of life and death. His daughter felt an inexplicable warmth in her heart, a soothing embrace that whispered to her, reassuring her that her father’s love had not vanished into the void, but lingered around her like a gentle breeze. The clock ticked again, bringing with it the rhythm of hope and memories that were not lost; Tom realized he could still give time to those he loved, guiding their hearts as they navigated the turbulent waters of grief, reminding them that even in his absence, his spirit would always be watching over them, encouraging them to cherish every moment and connection.

The figure explained, “Here, you may send moments back. A whisper of courage, a spark of joy, a reminder of love. Time after death is not about watching—it is about giving.”

Tom spent what felt like days—or perhaps centuries—learning to guide the clocks, mastering the delicate art of intertwining time with emotion. He sent his wife a dream of their wedding dance, filling the night with nostalgia and love, so she awoke smiling, the memory of their happiest moments woven into her thoughts. He gave his grandson a sudden burst of confidence before a school recital, ensuring that the young boy could shine brightly under the stage lights, his heart brimming with courage and joy. He even offered strangers small gifts: a sense of peace in grief during their darkest moments, a laugh in loneliness that sparked connection where despair lingered. Each act made the clocks glow brighter, illuminating not just the passage of time but the shared threads of humanity that bind us all together, reminding Tom of the profound magic he held in his hands.

But Tom also discovered something unexpected. There were clocks yet unwound—moments that had not happened, glimmers of possibilities hanging delicately in the air. He touched one and, to his amazement, saw his daughter years from now, vibrant and joyful, holding her own child, a precious bundle of laughter and innocence in her arms. Her eyes sparkled with love as she shared stories, just as he had once done with her. Another clock showed his grandson as an old man, wise and content, recounting tales by a fire, his voice warm and rich, surrounded by family who hung on every word. In this surreal space, time after death unfolded like a tapestry, revealing not only fragments of the past but also a profound window into the future, where love, legacy, and the beauty of life intertwined seamlessly, reminding him that though he might be gone, the essence of his existence would continue to resonate through the lives he cherished.

“Can I change these moments?” Tom asked.

The figure shook their head gently, their eyes reflecting a deep wisdom that seemed to transcend time. “The future belongs to the living, filled with untapped potential and the promise of change. But you can bless it, just as a gardener plants seeds in fertile soil. You can lace it with hope, weaving the threads of your aspirations and dreams into the very fabric of what is yet to come, creating a vibrant tapestry that inspires those who follow in your footsteps.”

So Tom did. He infused his daughter’s future with courage, helping her to face life’s challenges head-on, while he imbued his grandson’s journey with kindness, teaching him the importance of empathy and understanding towards others. In his mind, he envisioned a world beyond their own, filled with compassion, where people reached out to one another in times of need, fostering a deep sense of community. He realized that every soul in the Workshop was doing the same, weaving threads of love and hope into the fabric of time, each individual adding their unique touch to the grand tapestry of existence. That was why humanity, despite its struggles and trials, always found ways to heal and grow—because unseen hands were guiding them, orchestrating a beautiful symphony of resilience that echoed through generations, connecting them all in a profound and meaningful way.

Eventually, Tom asked, “Will I ever leave this place?”

The figure’s eyes sparkled with a light that seemed to hold the wisdom of ages. “When you are ready, I will explain the truths that lie beyond the veil of mortality. Time after death is not a prison; rather, it is a magnificent gift, a chance for the soul to reflect and grow. Some souls choose to stay and weave forever, binding their essence to the tapestry of existence, creating intricate patterns of memories and lessons learned. Others, however, are drawn to move on to realms beyond even time itself, exploring dimensions that the living cannot fathom. The choice is yours, a profound decision that opens the door to infinite possibilities.”

Tom looked around the hall, at the endless clocks glowing with memory and possibility. He felt no fear, no sorrow. Only gratitude. Death had not taken him from life—it had given him a new way to live.

He sat beside a clock that held his favorite moment: his family gathered around a table, laughter spilling like music, vibrant and full of life. The memory felt as though it was alive, resonating with warmth and togetherness that wrapped around him like a cozy blanket. He wound it gently, sending that joy outward into the world, where it danced on the air like a whisper of happiness. Somewhere, a lonely stranger smiled without knowing why, as if touched by the intangible essence of that cherished time. Somewhere, a child laughed at nothing at all, finding joy in the simplest of things—a leaf, a shadow, or a wayward breeze. Tom closed his eyes, listening to the rhythmic ticking, feeling each pulse echo within him, and he sensed eternity open like a glorious sunrise, illuminating the depths of his heart and reminding him that moments of love and laughter are timeless treasures that transcend the limitations of time itself.

The Day That Changed America

December 7, 1941 was the day of the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor, a surprise strike that killed over 2,400 Americans and propelled the United States into World War II. It is remembered as “a date which will live in infamy,” marking a turning point in global history.

December 7, 1941 remains etched in American memory not only as a devastating military defeat but also as the moment the nation united against a global threat that would require the collective effort of its citizens. The attack, which came without warning, claimed the lives of thousands and left a deep scar on the American psyche, leading to an outpouring of patriotism and resolve. This pivotal event transformed the U.S. into a central force in World War II, catalyzing a military buildup and a surge of enlistment that would see millions of Americans take up arms. The impact of this day reshaped the course of the 20th century, not only solidifying the United States’ role on the world stage but also serving as a catalyst for significant social changes, including shifts in gender roles as women entered the workforce in unprecedented numbers in support of the war effort. The legacy of December 7th is thus not only a somber reminder of loss but also a testament to resilience and unity in the face of adversity.

The Attack on Pearl Harbor

  • Date & Location: Sunday morning, December 7, 1941, at Pearl Harbor, Hawaii.
  • Attackers: The Imperial Japanese Navy launched 353 aircraft from six carriers in two waves.
  • Targets: U.S. battleships, cruisers, destroyers, and airfields.
  • Damage:
    • 8 battleships were damaged, with the USS Arizona and USS Oklahoma destroyed.
    • Nearly 20 naval vessels were sunk or heavily damaged.
    • Over 300 aircraft were destroyed or disabled.
  • Casualties: More than 2,400 Americans killed and about 1,000 wounded.

Immediate Consequences

  • President Franklin D. Roosevelt addressed Congress the next day, calling December 7 “a date which will live in infamy.”
  • The U.S. declared war on Japan on December 8, 1941, officially entering World War II.
  • Germany and Italy soon declared war on the U.S., expanding the conflict into a truly global war.

Historical Significance

  • Turning Point: The attack ended American isolationism and mobilized the nation for total war.
  • Symbol of Sacrifice: The wreck of the USS Arizona remains a memorial site, honoring those who died.
  • Legacy: Pearl Harbor is remembered annually, with ceremonies across the U.S. to honor the fallen.

We can never forget Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941

How Lanterns Bring Community Together

On December 4th, the town of Lamar woke to a strange sight: lanterns hanging from every tree, fence, and lamppost, transforming the quiet streets into a whimsical wonderland. No one knew who had placed them there, and the air buzzed with excitement and curiosity as neighbors stepped outside to take in the surreal scene. They weren’t ordinary lanterns either; each one glowed with a soft golden light, as if the sun itself had been captured inside, casting a warm and inviting glow that chased away the early morning chill. Young children giggled and pointed, while older residents shared theories about the mysterious decorator, invoking stories of holiday magic and community spirit. The entire town felt more alive, united in this unexpected celebration of light amid the brisk December air, creating an enchanting atmosphere that encouraged everyone to take a moment to appreciate the beauty surrounding them.

Children ran through the streets pointing them out, their laughter ringing in the air like sweet music, and elders paused in their errands to marvel at the enchanting scene unfolding before them. The lanterns didn’t flicker or fade, even as the day wore on, their steady glow casting a magical light that seemed to dance across the cobblestones. By evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, the whole town gathered in the square, bathed in their warm glow, exchanging stories and laughter, creating bonds that felt as timeless as the lanterns themselves, illuminating not just the night but the very essence of community.

That’s when the mayor noticed something remarkable: each lantern bore a name. Not famous names, not saints or heroes, but the names of ordinary townsfolk, the baker, known for his warm bread that filled the air with delightful aromas each morning; the schoolteacher, who dedicated her life to nurturing young minds and fostering a love for learning; the quiet man who swept the sidewalks, tirelessly keeping the town clean and inviting with a gentle smile. Every person found their name shining on a lantern, illuminating the essence of the community, reminding all who passed by of the heart and soul that resided within their small town, where each individual played an important role in the tapestry of their shared lives.

The mystery deepened, but so did the joy as it interwove into the fabric of their lives. People began to see themselves differently, uncovering layers of potential they never knew existed. The baker realized his bread had been feeding more than stomachs it had been feeding hope, fueling dreams that spread like wildfire in the hearts of the community. The schoolteacher saw that her lessons had planted seeds that grew into courage, blossoming into unyielding determination that inspired her students to reach for the stars. Even the quiet man, often overlooked, discovered that his small kindnesses had lit paths for others, illuminating the darkness for those who felt lost and alone, and empowering them to forge their own journeys toward a brighter future.

No one ever discovered who hung the lanterns. Some said it was magic, others whispered it was the work of angels. But the truth didn’t matter. What mattered was the reminder: every life, no matter how ordinary, carries light.

From that day forward, December 4th became Lamar’s “Lantern Day,” a deeply cherished annual tradition that brought the community together in a heartfelt celebration of gratitude and acknowledgment. Each year, the townsfolk hung lanterns for one another, thoughtfully choosing names and stories that shed light on the quiet contributions often overlooked. The streets came alive with laughter and the warm, flickering glow of countless lanterns, each carrying its own special tale of kindness and support. As they gathered in the square, sharing memories and heartfelt messages, the atmosphere transformed into a beautiful tapestry of vibrant colors and shared joy. And with each passing year, the square shone even brighter, not only from the brilliance of the lanterns themselves but from the profound realization that, in their own unique ways, everyone is a bearer of light, contributing to the warmth and spirit of their beloved community.

Evolution of Black Friday

Black Friday began as a term for financial crisis in 1869 but evolved into the post‑Thanksgiving shopping frenzy we know today.

The first recorded use of “Black Friday” referred not to shopping, but to the U.S. gold market crash on September 24, 1869, when financiers Jay Gould and Jim Fisk attempted to corner the gold market, causing economic chaos.

Decades later, in the 1950s and 1960s, police in Philadelphia used “Black Friday” to describe the chaotic crowds and traffic that flooded the city the day after Thanksgiving, as shoppers and tourists arrived for the Army–Navy football game.

Retailers disliked the negative connotation, and some tried to rebrand it as “Big Friday.” However, the name stuck.

By the 1980s, marketers reshaped the meaning: “Black Friday” came to symbolize the point when stores moved from operating “in the red” (losses) to “in the black” (profits) thanks to holiday shopping.

This shift transformed the day into a national shopping tradition, with retailers offering steep discounts to kick off the holiday season.

While originally American, Black Friday has spread worldwide. Countries like now observe it, often adapting the concept to local culture.

In Mexico, for example, a similar event called “El Buen Fin” (“The Good Weekend”) takes place.

The rise of online shopping brought new traditions: Cyber Monday (launched in 2005) and Small Business Saturday.

Today, Black Friday is less about one day of discounts and more about extended sales events, often starting weeks before Thanksgiving.

 In conclusion, Black Friday’s journey runs from a 19th‑century financial disaster to Philadelphia’s traffic nightmare, to a global shopping phenomenon that now blends in‑store chaos with digital deals.

Thanksgiving Day

Thanksgiving is more than turkey and pie—it’s a day rooted in gratitude, history, and togetherness.

Every year on the fourth Thursday of November, families across the United States gather to celebrate Thanksgiving. While many picture the famous 1621 feast between the Pilgrims and the Wampanoag tribe, historians remind us that thanksgiving observances existed long before and after that moment. Early colonists, Indigenous peoples, and even communities in Europe held harvest festivals to honor abundance and survival. Over time, these traditions evolved into the national holiday we know today.

The modern Thanksgiving was officially proclaimed by President Abraham Lincoln in 1863, during the Civil War, as a way to unite a divided nation. Since then, it has grown into a holiday that blends solemn reflection with joyful celebration.

The centerpiece of Thanksgiving is the meal: roast turkey, stuffing, cranberry sauce, and pumpkin pie. Yet food is only part of the story. Families often watch football, volunteer at shelters, or tune in to the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade, a tradition that began in 1924 with costumed employees and live animals, later evolving into the iconic balloon-filled spectacle.

At its heart, Thanksgiving is about gratitude—pausing to appreciate blessings, both big and small. It’s also a time to acknowledge the complex history behind the holiday. While the Plymouth story is often romanticized, it’s important to remember the diverse communities and traditions that shaped this day.

Today, Thanksgiving invites us to slow down, share a meal, and reflect on what truly matters: family, community, and thankfulness. Whether through laughter around the table, a quiet moment of prayer, or acts of kindness, the spirit of Thanksgiving continues to remind us that gratitude is timeless.

Navigating Thanksgiving Eve Safety First

Move over, Turkey Day. The night before Thanksgiving (infamously dubbed Drinksgiving, Blackout Wednesday, or simply “the busiest bar night of the year”) is when America truly lets loose, reveling in a unique blend of nostalgia and celebration. For anyone in their twenties or thirties who’s headed home for the holiday, Wednesday night is sacred, a ritual steeped in years of cherished memories. College friends flood back into town, high-school group chats explode with excitement, and suddenly everyone you’ve ever known is at the same sticky-floored bar you swore you’d never return to, drawn by the magnetic pull of shared histories and familiar faces. It’s a hometown reunion disguised as a bar crawl, filled with laughter that echoes off the walls, stories that rekindle old bonds, and the thrill of reliving youthful escapades. As the night unfolds, there’s an unmistakable electricity in the air, a sense of community that reminds us all why we ventured out in the first place: to reconnect, reminisce, and make new memories before diving into the family festivities of Thanksgiving Day.

While the bars overflow, grocery stores hit peak chaos (people sprinting for cranberry sauce and extra wine like it’s the apocalypse), and airports groan under the weight of the year’s heaviest travel day, the atmosphere is electric with a mix of excitement and anxiety. Friends gather in dimly lit corners of crowded pubs, swapping holiday plans and reminiscing about the good old days, all while keeping a watchful eye on the clock as they know they have to be up early for family gatherings. In the end, Thanksgiving Eve isn’t about gratitude; it’s about one glorious, slightly reckless night with the friends who knew you before you had a “real job” (right before you have to sit across from your aunt and explain, yes, you’re still single) and navigate the sometimes awkward, yet endearing family dynamics that come with the holiday season. As laughter fills the air and memories are shared over clinking glasses, there’s a sense of warmth in the chaos, making this night a cherished tradition worth every frantic moment.

No wonder the police forces are ramping up their relentless hunt for reckless drivers who have no business being behind the wheel, especially given the shocking surge in traffic accidents driven by their absurdly negligent behavior. With each year that goes by, the chaos on our roads escalates, fueled by impaired or distracted drivers who seem to disregard the safety of others. In response, law enforcement is not just cranking up their vigilance; they’re deploying harsher measures and leveraging cutting-edge technology to root out those who threaten public safety, determined to reclaim our roads and make them safer for everyone else. Therefore, do not drink and get behind that steering wheel.

So, raise a glass to Blackout Wednesday: the unofficial start of the holiday season, and the reason half the country needs three plates of stuffing just to recover.

The Beauty of a Quiet Morning

Audio Podcast 4 1/2 minutes

As I sat on my front porch, the morning air crisp and the coffee steaming in my mug, I watched the world wake up, relishing the tranquility of this serene moment. The street was quiet, save for the soft chirping of sparrows flitting between the trees, their lively songs weaving a soft symphony that filled the stillness. Dew glistened on the grass, catching the first rays of sunlight like scattered diamonds, creating a shimmering carpet that invited the day to unfold. In the distance, the faint rustling of leaves hinted at the gentle breeze, carrying with it the aromatic scent of blooming flowers and freshly cut grass, making each breath a reminder of nature’s rejuvenation. I felt a sense of peace wash over me as I took a sip from my mug, savoring the warmth that matched the gentle glow of dawn, and in that moment, I understood the beauty of simply being present.

Across the road, old Mr. Roberts shuffled out in his plaid slippers, retrieving his newspaper with a habitual grunt that echoed softly in the morning air. He paused for a moment, squinting at something in his garden, his brow furrowing in curiosity. I followed his gaze and saw it—a small, scruffy fox, its russet fur damp from the night’s dew, nosing cautiously around his rosebushes, clearly searching for something to eat. The creature seemed oblivious to the world around it, its attention wholly absorbed in its task. Suddenly, it froze, locking eyes with Mr. Roberts, who had been tending to his own garden nearby, the sunlight reflecting off his watering can. The fox stood still, tense and alert, before it made a split-second decision and darted off, a streak of fire vanishing into the hedge, leaving only the faint rustle of leaves and a lingering sense of wonder in the crisp morning air.

Moments later, a delivery van rumbled by its tires humming on the asphalt as if eager to explore the winding streets of our neighborhood. The driver, a young woman with a bright pink cap that seemed to glow under the afternoon sun, hopped out with a sense of urgency, dropping a package—carefully wrapped in cheerful brown paper—at the neighbor’s door. She waved at me with a friendly gesture, her smile quick but warm, before hastily getting back into her vehicle and speeding off, disappearing around the corner. A gentle breeze stirred, carrying the enchanting scent of blooming lilacs from Mrs. Pomeranian yard next door, where her tabby cat, Whiskers, prowled the porch railing with an air of feline authority, eyeing the sparrows with lazy menace, as if plotting a playful ambush while soaking up the golden rays of sunlight pouring down.

Then, something peculiar caught my attention. At the end of the street, where the pavement met the woods, a solitary figure stood—a child, perhaps ten years old, clad in a bright red hoodie that starkly contrasted with the muted hues of twilight. Clutched tightly in their small hand was a single blue balloon, vibrant and buoyant, swaying gently in the evening breeze. The balloon appeared almost luminescent against the backdrop of the encroaching darkness, an ethereal symbol of childhood joy and innocence. They remained motionless, their gaze fixed intently down the road, as if anticipating something or someone, an unwritten story unfolding in their young mind. The air was thick with the scent of damp earth and fallen leaves, and the sounds of the evening—a distant rustle of branches, the soft chirping of crickets—seemed to fade into a hush around this moment. The balloon bobbed softly, reflecting the waning sunlight and drawing my gaze like a signal, as though it held secrets waiting to be discovered. I blinked, and in that brief moment of darkness, they were gone, as though they had slipped into the mist that clung to the trees, disappearing into the encroaching shadows. I sipped my coffee, its warmth anchoring me amidst the surreal nature of the scene, contemplating whether I had conjured the vision or if the child had indeed existed, a fleeting specter lingering at the edge of my awareness, a haunting reminder of the fragile line between reality and the ethereal whispers of a fading day.

The morning rolled on, ordinary yet alive with small mysteries, each moment a thread in the tapestry of the day, weaving together the subtle scents of dew-kissed grass and the gentle rustle of leaves as the breeze danced through the trees. The sun, cautiously peeking above the horizon, painted the sky in hues of orange and pink, inviting the world to awaken from its slumber, while birds serenaded the dawn with their cheerful melodies, hinting at the adventures that lay ahead. Each tick of the clock echoed like a heartbeat, amplifying the feeling that life was teeming with possibilities, as the coffee brewed its rich aroma in the background, inviting those willing to savor the fleeting beauty of the morning.

This is a short story from Tales of TOMT 2.0 Book Two Can be purchased at Amazon. Link

Who Is TomT2.0? Discover His Journey

Just a refresher of who is TomT2.0?

https://tomt2.com/about-tom-t2-0/

Some may ask, who is Tom T 2.0? I was 2tts and I am sure not very many know the story behind Tom T 2.0. Therefore, I will give you a brief biography.

Born and raised in Denver Colorado, a long time ago. I was in my mother’s womb when Pearl Harbor was attacked by the Japanese. I lived in the same home until after high school. Grandma, my mother’s mother lived with us and a brother. It was a small house, 864 sq ft. But it was home, and we all loved the home.

After high school I got a job with the company who was building the Titan ICBM missile for the government. There was the military draft during that time and was drafted maybe three or four years later. I then became a Viet Nam era veteran. I don’t know how this happened but the seven men I was drafted with went to Viet Nam and I was sent to Germany. I’m still proud that I served the country during that time.

After my military service I started working for a large television and electronics manufacturing company in their distribution of the products arm. I met my future wife, got married and have two sons with this relationship. Life was what every normal healthy male dream of. Unfortunately, this dream only lasts about eleven years. I became divorced and my job disappeared because the company was sold and closed thirteen distributing warehouses across the nation. Here I was mid-life, divorced and out of work.

For about five years I had many jobs, mostly temporary employment mainly because the unemployment rate was around seven percent. My parents also passed away during that time also. First, my mother with cancer and two years later my father from a heart attack. This was a tough period in my life.

Finally, I found permanent work in a high-tech environment where they used lasers to cut micro components used in the electronic industry. This was a very interesting position and I enjoyed working there. During that time, I also met my future wife and have been happily married for over thirty years now. We met after childbearing years, but she blessed me with two stepdaughters and two stepsons. I love them as much as my biological sons.

Around thirteen years later it was time to retire. That was seventeen years ago. Since my parents both passed away in their mid-seventies, I thought I would follow the legacy. I have passed this legacy by over five years, and I predict I will have many more years now since I experienced a near death experience around six months ago and survived. The doctors and lab tests all say there appears to be no long-term damage and the chances look good for many more years.

For many years I have been 2tts. After my near-death experience I feel that there is a purpose for this opportunity. Now I am Tom T 2.0. It has been close to eight months since the near-death experience, and I am still searching for the reason. Maybe this site is the opportunity I am looking for.

In conclusion, life has been good. I do not regret any part of my life, even the tough times. In the good times and the bad times, I always think, what did I learn from this experience and how will it make me be a better person?

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Meet Mr. Hypertype

Today, I decided to name my laptop. Not because it begged for a cute nickname, or because it aced a performance review. No, it was because November 21st shouted, “Go ahead, give it a name!” Who knew the calendar could be so bossy?

Meet Mr. Hypertype. He’s like a grumpy cat before coffee, shuts down faster than my phone battery amidst a crisis, and has a special talent for making me doubt my own memory—did I really hit ‘save’ or just dream I did? But hey, he’s my quirky little gremlin, and now that he’s got a name, I guess we’re officially a team!


So, if you haven’t given your gadget a name yet, now’s the time! Choose one that sparks joy, induces a dramatic sigh, or makes you facepalm. Today isn’t just about the ridiculousness of it all—it’s about bonding, even with our quirky little metal friends!

Embracing the Calm of November 20th

There’s something peculiar about November 20th. It’s not quite Thanksgiving, not yet the holiday rush. It’s the pause before the crescendo—the day that slips between the cracks of calendars and celebrations.

But maybe that’s its charm.

On this day, the trees are half-bare, like they’re undecided. The air carries a whisper of winter, but still smells faintly of fallen leaves. People start to speak in future tense: “We’ll get the turkey,” “We’ll decorate soon,” “We’ll slow down eventually.” But today? Today is still ours.

It’s a perfect day for small rebellions:

  • Write a letter to someone who wouldn’t expect it.
  • Take a walk without your phone.
  • Start a story with no ending in mind.

Because November 20th is a liminal space—a quiet spark before the storm. And sometimes, the most interesting things happen in the in-between.

Aging and Health Challenges

Yes, I am indeed slowing down. At over eighty years of age, I have been retired since 2006. My journey on WordPress began in 2009, and I ventured onto Substack in 2023. However, I have ceased my postings on the Substack platform, as the responsibility of managing two sites became more akin to a job rather than an enlightening pursuit.

I faced a life-threatening ordeal over two and a half years ago due to a Pulmonary Saddle Embolism, which involves a critical blood clot situated between the lungs. Upon further investigation, I learned that the survival rate for this condition is shockingly low, ranging from three to five percent. I am profoundly thankful to be one of the few fortunate survivors. Recently, however, I received a diagnosis of arthritic degeneration in my lower back, a condition that severely restricts my ability to engage in activities I once relished.

My primary concern lies in my motivation and endurance. Recently, I have found it increasingly challenging to inspire myself to tackle various tasks. Furthermore, when I do engage in an activity, my endurance tends to be quite limited. I recently underwent a wellness exam, during which no serious issues were identified. My blood oxygen level was above 90, with a normal pulse rate and respiration; however, they extracted six vials of blood, whereas the standard procedure typically involves only three. The purpose of the additional three vials remains unclear to me. The results returned indicated all readings were within the normal range. Currently, my health condition remains an enigma.

In conclusion, I will be reducing the frequency of my posts on WordPress. On a positive note, this may be a temporary situation, and I hope that my motivation and endurance will eventually return to their prior levels.

The Third Knock

Audio Podcast 8 1/2 minutes

When Clara moved into the old duplex on Sycamore Street, she felt a strange mix of excitement and trepidation. The landlord, an elderly gentleman with a knowing smile and twinkling eyes, gave her one important rule: “Never open the door after the third knock.” He didn’t elaborate further, but Clara could sense an underlying weight to his words, as if they held secrets tightly bound to the history of the house. Each time she heard a knock echoing through the hardwood floors late at night, she was reminded of his warning, stirring a curiosity that battled with her instincts to heed his advice. As the days passed, the duplex began to feel both inviting and ominous, a place where shadows flickered just out of sight, and the air crackled with unspoken stories waiting to unfold.

She laughed at the time, the sound echoing softly in the dimly lit room. The place was cheap, the neighborhood quiet, and the rule sounded like the kind of local superstition that came with creaky floorboards and drafty windows, whispers of tales hidden within the walls. It was the sort of belief that made the timid hesitate and the skeptical roll their eyes in disdain. With an adventurous spirit and a hint of rebellion, she signed the lease anyway, convinced that the charm of rustic living and the allure of mystery would outweigh any ghostly encounters lurking in the shadows. After all, every home held its secrets, and she was ready to uncover them.

The first night passed uneventfully. The second, she heard it—three knocks at 2:13 a.m. Sharp. Not loud, not frantic. Just… deliberate.

Knock.
Knock.
Knock.

She froze in bed, heart hammering against her ribs as she strained to hear even the faintest sound. No footsteps echoed in the hallway. No voice called out to her, offering reassurance or inviting her to respond. Just silence enveloped the room after the third knock, heavy and foreboding. The darkness felt suffocating, and her mind raced with possibilities. She didn’t open the door, paralyzed by a mix of fear and curiosity, wondering who could be on the other side and why they would come at this late hour.

The next morning, she asked her neighbor, an elderly woman named Mrs. Ellison, about it. The woman’s face drained of color, her eyes wide with a mixture of fear and disbelief. “You heard it already?” she whispered, glancing nervously around as though the walls themselves might be listening. “It usually waits a week before it shows itself,” she added, her voice trembling slightly. The weight of unspoken words hung between them, and the atmosphere felt thick with an unshakeable tension, as Mrs. Ellison’s hands wrung a faded shawl tightly in her lap, revealing the depth of her concern.

Clara pressed for more, her curiosity bubbling over, but Mrs. Ellison only muttered, with a distant look in her eyes, “It’s not a person. It’s a promise.” The weight of those words lingered in the air, thick with unspoken truths, as Clara tried to decipher their meaning. What kind of promise could hold such significance? There was a palpable tension that filled the room, as if the very walls were guarding secrets that had long been tucked away, waiting for the right moment to be revealed.

That night, Clara stayed up, phone in hand, determined to record it. At 2:13 a.m., it came again.

Knock.
Knock.
Knock.

She crept to the door and peered through the peephole, her heart racing with anticipation and fear. No one was there. Just the porch light flickering irregularly, casting eerie shadows that danced on the walls of the dimly lit hallway. She held her breath, straining to hear any sound outside, hoping for a sign that she was not alone, but only the faint rustling of leaves reached her ears, deepening her unease.

She posted the audio online, eager to share her excitement with the world. However, to her dismay, people began to say it was fake, dismissing her efforts before even listening fully. One user, seemingly concerned, messaged her privately: “Don’t open it. Not even a crack. It learns your voice.” This cryptic warning sent a chill down her spine, making her question the very nature of what she had uploaded and the implications it might have for her safety and privacy. Uncertain of what to do next, she pondered over the mysterious message, her mind racing with possibilities of what the audio could truly represent and who might be watching.

On the fourth night, the knocks came earlier—1:47 a.m.—and louder.

KNOCK.
KNOCK.
KNOCK.

She screamed, “Go away!” and the knocking stopped abruptly, echoing in the silence that followed. But the next morning, her front doormat was gone, vanished without a trace. In its place: a small, wet footprint imprinted in the mud, its details unmistakably distinct. Bare. Child-sized, as if a small child had innocently wandered onto her porch during the night, leaving behind a hint of mystery that sent chills down her spine. The air felt thick with an unshakeable tension, as she scanned the surroundings, half-expecting to see a figure lurking just beyond her line of sight, hidden among the shadows of the early morning light.

By the sixth night, she was sleeping with the lights on, the soft glow casting long shadows across her room. The knocks came at 12:03 a.m. this time, precise and unsettling, echoing through the silence of the house. Heart pounding in her chest, she lay frozen in bed, listening intently. After the third knock, a chill ran down her spine as she heard a whisper through the door, thin and eerie, like a breath carried on the wind. It seemed to call her name, weaving an unsettling spell that wrapped around her thoughts, compelling her to confront whatever lay beyond the threshold. Doubt and fear clashed within her, leaving her torn between the safety of her sanctuary and the inexplicable pull of the unknown.

“Clara…”

She hadn’t told anyone her name.

She moved a chair under the doorknob to secure the door and called the landlord, her hands trembling slightly as she pressed the phone to her ear. He didn’t answer, leaving her feeling increasingly anxious and alone. With her heart racing, she decided to call the police for assistance, hoping they would be able to bring her some peace of mind. When the officers arrived, they carefully canvassed the apartment, finding no prints, no signs of forced entry, which only deepened her sense of unease. But as the officer paused before leaving, a concerned look crossed his face, and he turned back to her, as if sensing the gravity of her fear and uncertainty.

“You’re in 3B, right?” he asked, his tone laced with curiosity and concern. “That’s the unit where the girl disappeared last year, you know. Same story as before – strange sounds echoing in the night, whispers of something lurking just beyond the walls. They said she reported hearing persistent knocks, like someone was trying to get her attention. Then, one fateful night, in a moment of brave foolishness or perhaps sheer desperation, she opened the door, seeking answers to the unsettling mystery that surrounded her.”

Clara didn’t sleep that night. She sat in the hallway, staring at the door, knife in hand.

At 11:59 p.m., the first knock came.

KNOCK.

She held her breath.

KNOCK.

The doorknob twitched.

KNOCK.

She screamed, her voice echoing through the dimly lit hallway. But this time, the door creaked open—just a sliver, revealing a sliver of darkness beyond that seemed to pulse with an ominous energy. She hadn’t touched it, her heart racing in her chest as she felt a chill crawl down her spine, the air thick with tension as if the very walls were holding their breath, waiting for what might come next.

A hand, pale and too long, reached through the gap, its fingers stretching out like brittle vines in search of something unseen, curling as if beckoning the darkness closer, while the remnants of a cold breeze whispered eerie secrets around it, reminding one that every shadow held a story waiting to be unearthed.

She slammed the door shut, locked it, and ran to the bedroom, her heart racing with a mixture of fear and adrenaline. But the window was open, flapping slightly in the cool night air. She hadn’t opened it; the last thing she remembered was ensuring everything was securely closed before the unsettling noises had started. Now, she hesitated, caught between the urge to escape and the instinct to investigate the peculiar situation that had crept into her once safe haven.

The last thing she saw before the lights went out was a small, wet footprint on her pillow.

What happened after that? Let your imagination run wild.

Veterans Day.

Audio Podcast 3 minutes.

Celebrated this year on Tuesday, November 11, this holiday honors the significant contributions and sacrifices made by veterans. It is a full holiday for federal offices, banks, and many businesses, resulting in closures that allow individuals to reflect on the importance of service and sacrifice. On this day, no mail delivery occurs, providing a moment of pause for the nation to appreciate the freedoms we enjoy, and various events may be held throughout communities to commemorate and celebrate the bravery of those who have served in the armed forces.

Originally called Armistice Day, proclaimed in 1919 by President Woodrow Wilson to mark the end of World War I on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month, this significant day was intended to honor the bravery and sacrifices of those who fought in this monumental conflict. Over the years, as the nation recognized the myriad contributions of all its military veterans, it became clear that a broader celebration was necessary to reflect the valor demonstrated throughout various conflicts. This led to its renaming to Veterans Day in 1954 by President Dwight D. Eisenhower, aimed at honoring veterans of all wars, allowing Americans to pay tribute not only to those who served in World War I but also to honor the service and sacrifices of past and current military personnel from every branch of the armed forces. This day serves as a poignant reminder of the cost of freedom and the importance of expressing gratitude to those who have dedicated their lives to serving the nation.

Veterans Day honors all veterans who have served in the military, recognizing their sacrifices and commitment to defending our freedoms; in contrast, Memorial Day, celebrated on the last Monday in May, specifically honors those brave men and women who gave their lives in service to our country, remembering their ultimate sacrifice and the impact they made on our nation’s history, as families and communities gather to pay their respects and express gratitude for the freedoms we enjoy today.

Thank a veteran personally. Being a veteran, I know how much a personal interaction means, as it fosters a sense of connection and appreciation that can sometimes feel absent in the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Taking the time to express gratitude through a simple thank-you or engaging in a heartfelt conversation can have a profound impact. It not only honors their sacrifices but also reinforces their sense of belonging to a community that values their service. Your acknowledgment can uplift their spirits and show them that their contributions are recognized and valued.

Fly the U.S. flag proudly, representing the values and ideals that our nation stands for. It serves as a symbol of the sacrifices made by countless individuals who fought for our freedom and democracy. Whether displayed at homes, schools, or public buildings, the flag reminds us of our responsibility to uphold the principles of liberty and justice for all, uniting us in our shared identity as Americans.

Why Fridays Feel So Special

Audio Podcast 3 minutes

Fridays have a special charm. They mark not just the end of the workweek, but the start of new possibilities. There’s a buzz of excitement in the air as people feel relieved and eager for the weekend. With each passing hour, the mood lifts, as thoughts turn to weekend plans, hanging out with friends, or enjoying some relaxation. This change in energy fosters connections, with shared smiles among strangers and renewed teamwork among coworkers, all ready to embrace the joy the weekend brings. Ultimately, Fridays offer a reminder of hope and the chance to unwind and discover what truly makes us happy.

From the moment we wake up, Friday feels special. The coffee tastes better, filling the air with warmth, while the commute seems easier, as if the world is inviting us to celebrate the weekend. Even the inbox feels less stressful, as we look forward to a break from work. Why? Because Friday represents freedom. It’s a promise of rest, fun, connection, and creativity—a reminder that the week’s stresses are fading away. Plans start to take shape as we think of friends and family, and every conversation shines with excitement for what’s to come. Whether it’s a cozy night in or an impromptu outing, Friday opens the door to new possibilities, allowing our dreams and aspirations to grow.

Friday allows us to relax and get excited for the weekend. It’s a day when we start thinking about our plans, whether that’s taking spontaneous road trips, enjoying cozy movie nights, or simply sleeping in to catch up on rest. As 5 PM approaches, we dream of the adventures ahead, the fun times with friends at happy hour, or the peaceful moments with a good book. It’s a chance to unwind and appreciate the simple pleasures of Fridays, reminding us of the work-life balance we seek.

Fridays remind us that life is not only about work but also about finding balance. They prompt us to reflect on our week, appreciate our progress, and look ahead with hope. It’s a chance to celebrate small achievements, nurture relationships, reconnect with ourselves, practice self-care, and recharge for upcoming challenges with renewed energy and enthusiasm.

Even if the week was tough, Friday offers a reset. It’s proof that time moves forward, and so do we.

Fridays are not just any day—they’re like the grand finale of a week-long soap opera where the coffee is finally strong enough to fry an egg! They come waving a flag that reads, “Joy is just around the corner, folks!” As we throw our calendars in the air, excitement bubbles like a shaken soda can, transforming the mundane into a party. It’s the day where we bench-press our plans and share a feast of laughs over questionable takeout or wild adventures that may or may not involve getting lost. So here’s to the glorious chaos of Fridays: a day that turns our ‘meh’ into ‘heck yeah,’ reminding us to embrace life with open arms, celebrate every tiny win like we just discovered a new pizza topping, and create legendary memories that we’ll forget by Monday!

Autumn’s Call to Reflect and Grow

Audio Podcast 3 1/2 minutes

Autumn is not just about colorful leaves and warm clothes — it’s a time for change that encourages us to welcome new beginnings. As nature shifts from bright summer colors to softer tones, it invites us to reflect on our own lives. November 6th, sitting between Halloween and Thanksgiving, is a great moment to pause and appreciate the beauty around us. This season promotes introspection and encourages us to think about our journeys and the changes we go through. The air becomes cooler, signaling a transition not just in seasons but also a reminder to be mindful as we look toward winter. It’s a time to value small moments, connect with loved ones, and possibly set goals for the new year, finding joy in both endings and fresh starts.

Just as trees shed their leaves to prepare for winter, we too can release what no longer serves us. This might mean decluttering your physical space, reevaluating commitments, or simply letting go of outdated beliefs that no longer resonate with our true selves. It could involve assessing friendships and relationships that drain our energy and considering whether they uplift us or hold us back. Ask yourself: What am I holding onto that’s weighing me down? Reflecting on these aspects can lead to powerful realizations and the opportunity to create a more meaningful existence. Letting go isn’t about loss — it’s about making room for growth, allowing new opportunities and experiences to enter, fostering personal development and rejuvenation as we embrace the changes ahead.

The slower pace of fall encourages reflection. With shorter days and cooler weather, we naturally look inward, making it a good time for personal growth. This season allows us to embrace change and adapt our thoughts and feelings. Use this time to reconnect with your values and goals, letting autumn’s stillness help you understand yourself better. Activities like journaling, meditation, or quiet walks through fallen leaves can help you focus on what matters while enjoying the beauty around you. As the landscape changes, let your thoughts evolve, guiding you toward intentional actions in the future.

While spring symbolizes rebirth, autumn serves as a quieter time of preparation, where nature slows down and reflects. It’s an opportunity to plant seeds in your mind and spirit for future growth. As days shorten and the air cools, take a moment to set intentions for the person you wish to become in the new year. Consider the habits you want to develop, like reading, exercising, or practicing mindfulness. Think about the relationships you want to nurture and those you may need to strengthen or let go. This autumn, take the chance to prepare for the growth that spring will bring and build a solid foundation for your goals.

There’s something wonderfully comforting about fall rituals — lighting candles (without setting anything on fire), enjoying warm drinks topped with whipped cream, and gathering with loved ones to share laughter and stories that are probably exaggerated, all while staying cozy under blankets as the chill in the air drives us indoors. These simple pleasures, like indulging in a homemade pie that seems to call your name or taking a leisurely stroll through the colorful leaves, can be surprisingly uplifting for your mind and soul. Embrace them; appreciate the warmth (both literal and from the oversized sweater you call “vintage”) that these rituals bring during this changing season. Let November 6th be a day to appreciate slowing down, lament the impending disappearance of pumpkin spice lattes, and enjoy the moment as you cherish simple joys (like finishing the last piece of pie) with those around you, fully engaging in the delightful chaos of the season.

The Night Airwaves Changed Forever

AUDIO PODCAST 4 1/2 minutes

November 3, 1956. 7:30 p.m. Eastern Time. A smooth, velvet voice glides through millions of living rooms across America. A Black man in a sharp suit, seated at a grand piano, smiles into the camera and says, “Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. Welcome to The Nat King Cole Show.”

For fifteen minutes every week, the world paused. It wasn’t just a variety show. It was a revolution in prime time. A Voice That Crossed Color Lines. By 1956, Nat King Cole was already a household name. His 1940s hits “Straighten Up and Fly Right”,” The Christmas Song”, “Mona Lisa” had sold millions. He was the first African American artist to top the Billboard charts. His voice was in jukeboxes, on radios, in living rooms from Harlem to Hollywood. But television? That was white space. No Black performer had ever hosted a national network TV series. The closest had been guest spots brief, polite, and always on someone else’s show.

Then came NBC. The Show That Shouldn’t Have Worked. The Nat King Cole Show was simple: Nat at the piano. Guest stars. A small orchestra. No laugh track. No gimmicks. Just music. Just class. The guests were legendary: Ella Fitzgerald trading scat lines with Nat Tony Bennett and Pearl Bailey, Harry Belafonte. Even Frank Sinatra dropped by. White stars, black stars together, on equal footing. And America watched. The Ratings Were Great. The Sponsors Were Not. Here’s the cruel twist. The show was a hit. Critics loved it. Viewers tuned in. But no national sponsor would touch it. Ad agencies feared backlash from Southern affiliates. One executive reportedly said: “We can’t sell toothpaste with a Negro on the screen.” Local sponsors in the North supported it. But without national backing, NBC couldn’t afford to keep it. The End Came Quietly After 64 episodes, Nat King Cole canceled his own show on July 27, 1957. He didn’t rage. He didn’t protest. He just said: “Madison Avenue is afraid of the dark.” That line became legend.

 A Door Cracked Open the Nat King Cole Show lasted only nine months. But it broke the seal. Within a decade: Diahann Carroll starred in Julia (1968) first Black woman in a lead TV role. Bill Cosby co-starred in I Spy (1965) — first Black actor in a dramatic lead. Flip Wilson got his own variety show (1970) and it topped the ratings. None of that would have happened without Nat.  

The Man Behind the Milestone Nat King Cole wasn’t an activist. He didn’t march. He didn’t shout. He just showed up. Sang beautifully. Smiled warmly. And let excellence do the talking. In 1956, that was radical. Today Clips survive on YouTube. Search: Nat King Cole Show 1956” You’ll see him sing “When I Fall in Love” with a smile that could melt ice. You’ll see Ella and Nat riff like old friends. You’ll see America before it was ready.  Legacy in One Line. He didn’t demand a seat at the table. He built the table. And then he sang at it. November 3, 1956, wasn’t just a premiere. It was a declaration. And now, the music still plays. Listen to “Unforgettable” tonight. Thank Nat King Cole. He opened the door and left it wide open.

Contrary to what some say, this country has come a long way in racial acceptance, showcasing significant progress in various aspects of society, including education, employment opportunities, and representation in politics. Over recent decades, we have witnessed a growing acknowledgment of diversity as a strength, leading to more inclusive policies and initiatives that promote understanding among different cultural groups. This evolution reflects a collective effort to confront and dismantle systemic racism, encouraging dialogue and fostering community engagements that embrace the rich variety of backgrounds that define our nation. Despite ongoing challenges, these strides toward acceptance signal a hopeful journey toward unity and equality for all.

One of my favorite songs is “Unforgettable” with Nat and Natalie. They made a terrific song into a priceless rendition. Click for the song

The House That Waited

Audio Podcast 8 minutes

It was the last house on the block. The one no one ever trick-or-treated at. Not because it was abandoned—it wasn’t. Lights flickered inside, casting eerie shadows that danced across the walls. Shadows moved past the windows, almost as if they were keeping an eye on the world outside. But every kid in town knew the stories: the house watched you, its windows like eyes peering into your very soul. It waited for you, whispering secrets in the night as the wind rustled through the overgrown yard, filled with twisted trees and unkempt bushes that seemed to reach out like skeletal hands. They said the air was thick with the echoes of laughter that once filled its halls, now replaced by an unsettling silence that wrapped around the house like a shroud, daring you to come closer. 

Gary and his little sister Gail didn’t believe in ghost stories, no matter how creepy the tales sounded when shared by their new friends at school. Their parents had just moved to town, and they were determined to hit every house on the street, brimming with excitement about the prospect of gathering a colorful array of candy. With each door they knocked on, their hearts raced with anticipation, and the thought of ghouls and spirits lurking in the shadows was far from their minds. Candy was candy, and superstition wasn’t going to stop them; they were on a mission, ready to fill their bags with treats until they brimmed over with sugary goodness, giggling all the way home as they swapped stories and compared their loot. 

“Just one more,” Gary said, pointing to the looming Victorian at the end of the cul-de-sac, its silhouette casting intricate shadows in the pale moonlight. Its porch light flickered on, illuminating the intricate details of the house’s architecture—tall windows adorned with lace curtains and a weathered door that had seen countless seasons. A carved pumpkin sat grinning on the steps, its eyes oddly deep, like they were looking back, as if holding secrets of the past. The air was thick with the scent of fallen leaves and the distant laughter of children, weaving a tapestry of Halloween night that felt both nostalgic and eerie. 

Gail hesitated. “I don’t like it.” 

“Come on. It’s just a house.” 

They climbed the creaking steps, each one groaning under their weight as if protesting their ascent. The air grew colder, an unsettling chill that seemed to seep into their very bones, causing them to shiver involuntarily. Gary knocked once, then twice, each rap echoing through the silence that enveloped them. The door opened slowly, creaking on its hinges to reveal a tall man in a tattered suit that seemed to hang from his gaunt frame like a mere shadow of what it once was. His face was pale, stretched too tightly over his bones, contouring an unsettling skull-like visage that sent a ripple of unease down their spines. His eyes were… wrong. Too dark, as if the light within them had been snuffed out long ago, and too deep, drawing one in with an almost magnetic force that made it difficult to look away, leaving them with an eerie sense of foreboding. 

“Trick or treat,” Gary said, voice cracking. 

The man smiled. “Oh, I have a treat for you.” 

In the flickering glow of the streetlamp, the old man extended a weathered wooden bowl toward Gail, his gnarled fingers trembling slightly as if the weight of the offering carried a hidden burden. Nestled inside were candies, their wrappers dulled by time, the once-vibrant paper now faded to a ghostly pallor, each piece adorned with an eerie symbol—a spiral that seemed to writhe upon closer inspection, its jagged edges resembling rows of tiny, gnashing teeth. Gail’s curiosity stirred, her hand inching forward to pluck one from the pile, her fingertips brushing the crinkled edge of a wrapper, when the man’s hand darted out, his grip gentle yet firm, closing around her wrist with a quiet urgency that sent a chill racing up her spine. 

“No. You must choose carefully.” 

Gary frowned. “What does that mean?” 

The man leaned closer, his eyes glinting with a mixture of mischief and warning. “Some sweets are sweet, enticingly delicious, bursting with flavor and temptation. Some… are cursed, hiding dark secrets beneath their sugary exteriors, capable of drawing unsuspecting souls into an abyss of despair and regret.” 

Gail pulled her hand back. “We’re leaving.” 

But the door slammed shut behind them. 

The hallway stretched impossibly long, an endless corridor of shadows and whispers. The wallpaper pulsed like it was breathing, as if imbued with a life of its own. The lights flickered sporadically, casting eerie glows that revealed glimpses of things that shouldn’t be—faces contorted in silent screams within the walls, hands reaching from the floorboards, desperate and ghostly, as if pleading to be freed from their eternal prison. The air was thick with an unsettling energy, each step echoing with a weight of dread, as if the very space around me was alive, watching, waiting. 

“Run!” Gary shouted, grabbing Gail’s hand. 

They bolted down the hall, but it twisted, turned, and changed with each frantic step they took. Doors appeared and vanished like fleeting shadows, some leading to tantalizing glimpses of rooms filled with memories, while others opened to nothingness, swallowing their hopes whole. The air crackled with an electric energy, as if the very walls were breathing, pulsating with a life of their own. Whispers echoed around them, urging them forward deeper into the maze of the house, which felt more like a living entity than a mere structure, alive with mysteries waiting to be uncovered. 

They burst into a room filled with mirrors. Each one showed a different version of themselves—older, younger, twisted, crying, screaming, laughing with maniacal joy. The reflections danced mockingly, their faces a distorted gallery of emotions and time. One mirror, larger than the rest, showed Gail alone, holding the candy with a bite taken out, the bright colors stark against her pale skin. Her eyes were black, voids that seemed to swallow light, while her mouth stretched into a grin too wide, stretching almost unnaturally across her face. It was as if the mirror was revealing not just a reflection, but an embodiment of secrets and fears, whispering chilling truths only she could hear. The air around her crackled with tension, as though the very fabric of reality was fraying at the edges, inviting them all to step through into the myriad versions of their own souls. 

Gary smashed the mirror. The room shattered. 

They were back at the front door, their hearts pounding with a mix of excitement and apprehension. The man stood there, smiling, his demeanor warm and inviting, as if he held the key to a long-awaited reunion. The soft glow of the porch light illuminated his features, accentuating the kindness in his eyes and the promise of stories yet to be told. The cool evening breeze rustled the leaves nearby, adding an air of mystery to the moment, and they couldn’t help but wonder what lay ahead beyond that familiar threshold. 

“You chose wisely,” he said. “Most don’t.” 

He opened the door. Outside, the street was quiet. Normal. 

Gary and Gail ran, never looking back. 

But that night, as Gail sat on her bed, her mind swirling with thoughts, she found the candy in her pocket. The bright wrappers gleamed under the soft glow of her bedside lamp, and a frown creased her brow She hadn’t taken one… had she? Confusion danced in her mind alongside the sweet scent of the candy, and she wondered if perhaps she had absentmindedly snatched a piece, enchanted by the colorful display, or if it had somehow slipped into her pocket when she wasn’t looking, a small mystery waiting to be unraveled. 

She unwrapped it carefully, feeling the textured paper crinkle beneath her fingers. The spiral symbol pulsed faintly, glowing with a mysterious energy that seemed to beckon her closer. Against her better judgment, she took a bite, the flavor exploding in her mouth with an unexpected sweetness that both intrigued and frightened her. As she chewed, a strange warmth spread through her body, intensifying her senses and urging her to delve deeper into whatever secrets this enigmatic object held. 

The following morning, Gail remained silent, her thoughts swirling in a tempest of emotions and unspoken words. Her eyes appeared more intense, reflecting a depth of contemplation that seemed almost otherworldly, and her smile broadened unnervingly, as if concealing secrets that danced just beneath the surface. Each glance she cast carried a weight that hung heavy in the air.

Gary swore the wallpaper in their house had started to breathe with strange voices and eerie sounds coming from the cracks in the floor. Will they pay for that piece of candy Gail ate the night before?

The Stairway in a Dream

AUDIO PODCAST 5 minutes

Tom was exhausted, his days tangled in the grind of hospital shifts and the quiet ache of loneliness since his grandmother passed. Each shift felt like an eternity, filled with the rhythmic sounds of medical machinery and the soft murmur of conversations that seldom reached his heart. One night, after collapsing into bed, he slipped into a dream unlike any he’d had before. In this vivid realm, colors danced around him, and comforting voices echoed, bringing with them the warmth he had longed for amidst the cold sterility of his waking life. As he wandered through this enchanting landscape, he felt a glimmer of hope, as though the essence of his grandmother was guiding her toward healing and connection.

He stood in a field, golden grass swaying under a sky that shimmered like stained glass, hues of blue and violet dancing together in a serene harmony. Ahead, a stairway spiraled upward, its steps carved from light, pulsing softly like the heartbeat of the world around him. Tom felt no fear—only a pull, like a melody calling him forward, a tune that resonated deeply within his soul, filling him with an inexplicable warmth. Each step he took felt deliberate, as if the very air whispered secrets of the universe, guiding his ascent into the unknown. He began to climb, his heart racing with anticipation, eager to uncover what awaited him at the top of this ethereal staircase.

Each step hummed with warmth, and as he ascended, memories flickered around him like fireflies in the dusk: his grandmother’s laughter as they baked bread, the sweet aroma of yeast rising in the air, his own childhood voice singing off-key to the tunes of faded melodies, moments of kindness he’d forgotten, like small treasures hidden in the corners of his heart. The higher he climbed, the lighter he felt, as if the weight of his regrets—snapped words, missed chances, and the lingering guilt of unanswered apologies—dissolved into the glowing air, replaced by an overwhelming sense of acceptance and serenity. With each ascent, he embraced the warmth of those cherished recollections, allowing them to envelop him, illuminating the path ahead with a radiant glow that filled him with hope and renewed purpose.

At the top, the stairs opened to a vast garden, blooming with colors he couldn’t name, each flower adding its unique hue to the tapestry of nature. Figures moved among the flowers, their faces familiar yet radiant—his grandmother, younger than Tom remembered, her eyes bright and sparkling like stars in the evening sky. The air was thick with the sweet fragrance of blossoms, and the gentle hum of bees flitting from petal to petal created a serene melody. “You’re not staying yet,” his grandmother said, her voice a warm embrace that wrapped around Tom like a soft blanket on a chilly day. “But see how loved you are, surrounded by the beauty of your memories, waiting for you to return and cherish them once more.”

Others appeared—patients Tom had comforted, friends he’d lost touch with, even strangers he’d smiled at in passing. They didn’t speak, but their presence wove a quiet truth: every small act of him had rippled through the tapestry of life, touching lives he’d never traced or even considered. Each smile exchanged on a crowded street, every word of encouragement spoken in the hushed tones of a hospital room, had forged unseen connections that now filled the air around his. In this moment, Tom realized the profound impact of kindness, the way it spread like a warm breeze, gently nudging hearts toward hope and understanding. Tom’s chest ached with joy, not pain, as she embraced this realization, feeling an overwhelming sense of gratitude for the unseen threads that intertwined his with those who had crossed his path.

His grandmother took his hand, leading him to a pool of light that shimmered like a thousand stars brought to life. In its reflection, Tom saw himself—not the tired nurse who often felt overwhelmed by the weight of his responsibilities, but a woman woven from courage and care, radiating strength and grace. The warmth of the light washed over him, illuminating the dreams he had long forgotten and the aspirations that still flickered within his heart. “You’re still needed below,” his grandmother whispered gently, his voice echoing with the wisdom of ages. “But you’ll carry this now, this newfound sense of purpose and love, as you return. Let it guide you whenever the path seems dark, for you are never alone in your journey.”

Tom woke with tears on his cheeks, the hospital’s sterile hum distant, a haunting reminder of his fragile reality. The dream’s glow lingered in his bones, a certainty that heaven wasn’t just a place but a truth: his life mattered, and he wasn’t alone in this vast universe full of connection and love. The comforting warmth of that revelation wrapped around him like a soft blanket, easing the tightness in his chest. He took a deep breath, filling his lungs with the scent of antiseptic air, and rose from the sheets, lighter than before, ready to face the day with renewed hope and determination, knowing that each moment was a gift waiting to be embraced.

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Midnight Spooky Tale

It’s 11:57 PM on April 4, 2025, and the air feels thick with something unspoken. Shadows stretch long and jagged across the floor, like fingers clawing at the edges of reality. The clock ticks louder than it should, each second a hammer against the silence. Outside, the wind howls low, a mournful sound that rattles the windows—like something’s trying to get in.

You’re alone, or at least you think you are. The room’s dim, lit only by the sickly glow of your screen, and every creak of the house feels like a whisper you can’t quite catch. Did you lock the door? You’re pretty sure you did, but the thought gnaws at you. There’s a chill creeping up your spine, slow and deliberate, like icy fingertips tracing their way to your neck.

Somewhere in the distance, a dog barks—sharp, frantic—then stops abruptly. Too abruptly. The silence that follows is heavier than before, pressing down on your chest. You glance at the clock: 11:58. Time’s slipping away, but it feels wrong, like it’s stalling just to mess with you.

There’s a story they tell around here, about nights like this. They say the veil thins out close to midnight, when the world holds its breath. Things slip through—things that don’t belong. You’ve heard the tales: footsteps where no one’s walking, shadows that don’t match their owners, voices calling your name from rooms you swore were empty. Old folks swear they’ve seen it, eyes wide and hands trembling as they recount it over flickering candles.

11:59. The screen flickers, just for a second, and you blink. Did you see something in the reflection? A shape behind you, too vague to be sure, too real to ignore? You turn, heart thudding, but there’s nothing. Just the room, still and dark. The wind picks up again, and this time it carries something—a low, guttural hum that doesn’t sound like wind at all.

Midnight hits. The clock chimes, but it’s off, warped, like it’s underwater. The lights dim, then surge, casting the room in a strobe of light and shadow. And then you hear it: a soft tap-tap-tap, slow and deliberate, coming from the window. You don’t want to look. Every nerve screams not to. But your eyes betray you, sliding toward the glass.

There’s nothing there. Just darkness. Except… is that a smudge on the pane? A handprint, faint and streaked, like someone—or something—pressed against it from the outside. It wasn’t there before. You’re sure of it.

The tapping stops. The silence is worse. And then, from somewhere deep in the house, a floorboard groans. Not near you. Not upstairs. Somewhere else. Somewhere it shouldn’t.

Happy almost-midnight. Sleep tight—if you can.

Tale of Two Strangers

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In a dusty Eastern Colorado town, 70-year-old retiree Lulu runs a struggling diner, her days filled with greasy plates and lonelier nights since her husband passed, leaving an emptiness that seems to seep into the very walls around her. Each morning, she wakes before dawn, the familiar hum of the coffee maker breaking the silence of an empty house, a sound that has become a comfort and a ritual, grounding her in a world that feels increasingly alien. After brewing a pot of strong coffee, she heads to the diner where the walls echo with memories of happier times, laughter, and bustling customers, now replaced with the grim reality of only a few loyal patrons who come to escape their lives as much as she does. Across the street, 19-year-old Juan, a graffiti artist with a rap sheet, tags abandoned walls, dodging cops and his own dead-end future, caught in a cycle of choices that often lead him deeper into trouble. He is always searching for a way to express the turmoil within him, the feelings of alienation and frustration that swirl in his soul, causing him to lash out through his art. His nights are spent weaving through the shadows, paint cans in hand, as he transforms the dull grey of the urban landscape with bursts of color and emotion, each stroke telling a story of his struggles and dreams. Their paths cross one fateful afternoon when Lulu unexpectedly catches Diego spray-painting her diner’s back alley, his hands moving deftly as he creates a vibrant mural, brimming with life and energy. Instead of calling the police, she offers him a burger, seeing hunger in his eyes beyond the defiance, recognizing a desperation that mirrors her own loneliness. In that brief encounter, she offers him a fleeting moment of connection amid their contrasting lives, a shared understanding that transcends the barriers of age and experience, revealing the fragile threads that connect them in a world that often feels isolating.

/Juan, wary but broke, accepts the unexpected invitation, and they talk—first about nothing, then about everything that matters. Lulu shares vivid stories of her diner’s glory days, reminiscing about the bustling atmosphere and the laughter that filled the air; Juan, drawn in by her enthusiasm, admits he paints to feel alive, a passion that he’s always kept hidden. She sees his undeniable talent; he sees her fierce grit, a contrast that intrigues him. Soon, Juan’s sneaking in after hours to paint a magnificent mural on the diner’s wall—a vibrant prairie scene alive with color that attracts curious crowds from all over town. Lulu teaches him to cook, showing him the delicate art of flipping pancakes and seasoning dishes just right, and in return, he teaches her to laugh again, their banter becoming light and effortless, infused with warmth. Locals whisper about the odd pair, a painter and a diner owner, but the diner’s buzzing with newfound life, and so are they, their connection deepening with each shared moment and stolen glance, weaving a tapestry of hope and healing amidst the backdrop of grease and paint.

When developers threaten to buy Lulu’s land, Juan inspires the town with his art, transforming the diner into a vibrant cause that brings everyone together. They unite enthusiastically, not just for the diner but for the cherished home they’ve built together, a sanctuary filled with laughter, stories, and unforgettable moments. As the townsfolk come together, they create stunning banners and murals, all bursting with color and passion, beautifully reflecting their shared history and joyful memories. In the end, it’s not merely about winning—it’s about the beautiful family they’ve formed in each other, two misfits who turned a rundown joint into a masterpiece, a beacon of resilience and hope, proving that love and community can triumph over corporate greed.

House On a Hill

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The old house on the hill had stood empty for decades, its windows dark and its walls weathered by time. Clara had passed it every day on her way to town, always wondering about the stories it held. One crisp autumn evening, as the sun dipped low, she noticed something different—a faint flicker of light in the upstairs window. Curiosity tugged at her, and against her better judgment, she decided to investigate.

The front door creaked open with surprising ease, as if it had been waiting for her. Inside, the air was thick with dust, and the faint scent of lavender lingered. Clara’s footsteps echoed on the warped wooden floor as she climbed the stairs, drawn to the room where she’d seen the light. The door at the top was ajar, and a soft glow spilled out.

In the room sat a woman, her back to Clara, hunched over a small table. She wore a faded dress, its hem frayed, and her silver hair cascaded down her back. A single candle burned before her, casting long shadows across the walls. Clara hesitated, then cleared her throat.

The woman didn’t turn. “I’ve been expecting you,” she said, her voice low and steady.

Clara froze. “Expecting me? I don’t even know you.”

“You don’t need to,” the woman replied. “You’re here for the truth, aren’t you?”

Clara’s heart thudded. She hadn’t told anyone she was coming, hadn’t even known herself until moments ago. “What truth?” she asked, stepping closer.

The woman gestured to a chair across the table. “Sit. I’ll show you.”

On the table lay a small wooden box, intricately carved with swirling patterns. The woman slid it toward Clara. “Open it,” she said.

Hands trembling, Clara lifted the lid. Inside was a photograph, yellowed with age. It showed a young girl, no more than five, with wide eyes and a shy smile, standing in front of this very house. A man and woman stood beside her; their faces blurred by time. Clara frowned. “Who is this?”

The woman finally turned; Her face illuminated by the candlelight. Her eyes were sharp, piercing, and oddly familiar. “Look closer,” she said.

Clara studied the photo again, then gasped. The girl’s dress—the same faded fabric, the same frayed hem—matched the one the woman wore now. “That’s… you?” she stammered.

The woman nodded. “I’ve waited a long time for you to come back.”

“Come back?” Clara’s mind raced. “I’ve never been here before.”

The woman smiled faintly, a sad curve to her lips. “You have. You just don’t remember.”

Clara’s gaze darted between the photo and the woman, confusion mounting. Then the woman reached across the table, her cold fingers brushing Clara’s hand. A jolt surged through her, and suddenly, memories flooded in—running through these halls as a child, laughter echoing, the smell of lavender in her mother’s arms. She stumbled back, clutching her head. “What’s happening?”

“You were taken from this house,” the woman said softly. “Taken from me. I’ve been here ever since, waiting.”

Clara’s breath hitched. The blurred faces in the photo sharpened in her mind’s eye—her parents, younger, happier. And then she understood. The woman wasn’t just a stranger. She was her grandmother, preserved by some strange force in this house, tethered to it all these years.

But the truth hit her as she looked down at her own hands—hands that now shimmered faintly, translucent in the candlelight. She hadn’t just come to uncover a secret. She’d come because she, too, had died long ago, and this house was calling her home.

The key detail—that Clara is a ghost—remains hidden until the final sentence, recontextualizing the entire story. Did it catch you off guard?

DREAM OR REAL

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Lila woke to the sound of rustling leaves, her breath fogging in the crisp morning air. She blinked, and the world shimmered—golden oaks and crimson maples stretched endlessly before her, their branches swaying in a breeze that smelled of earth and cider. She was in the forest again, the one she’d walked through last night. Or was it last week? Her fingers brushed the rough bark of a tree, solid and real, and she smiled, feeling the familiar connection to nature that always brought her peace. Sunlight filtered through the vibrant canopy, dappling the ground with patches of warmth that felt inviting against the coolness of the morning. A small bird chirped cheerfully in the distance, and she paused to listen, allowing the harmonious sounds of the forest to envelop her like a cozy blanket. Fall had arrived, her favorite season, painting the world in hues that felt like home, where every rustling leaf and fluttering wing told a story of transformation and comfort as if inviting her to discover the secrets hidden within this enchanting landscape. 

She wandered deeper, the crunch of leaves underfoot a steady rhythm that accompanied her thoughts like a familiar song. A deer darted past, its antlers catching the low sunlight, and she laughed—hadn’t she fed it apples yesterday? Or had that been a dream? The thought slipped away as she reached a clearing where a wooden bench sat, weathered but familiar, a silent witness to the passage of time and countless fleeting moments. She settled onto it, pulling her sweater tight against the chill that seemed to seep through the air, and watched the sky shift from amber to violet, painting a masterpiece that only nature could create. A gentle breeze rustled the branches above, carrying with it the scent of pine and damp earth, while distant birds sang their evening songs. Time didn’t matter here; it was just her and the season, entwined in a tranquil embrace that felt both timeless and fleeting. 

“Lila,” a voice called, soft but insistent. She turned, but no one was there—only the wind, whispering through the branches, carrying with it a symphony of rustling leaves that seemed to echo her confusion. She frowned. That voice… it had been in her room this morning, hadn’t it? The memory lingered in her mind like a haunting melody, before the leaves. Before the forest. Her head ached, and the scene flickered before her eyes, blurring reality with a dreamlike haze. Suddenly, the trees were bare, then budding—pink blossoms unfurling like delicate fans, the air warming with the sweet scent of rain and new grass. Spring now, not fall. The world transformed, vibrant colors awakening all around her. She stood, confused, as petals drifted around her like snowflakes caught in a gentle breeze, each one a reminder of the fleeting passage of time. The bench was gone, replaced by a patch of wildflowers that danced joyfully in the wind. Hadn’t she planted those? Doubt crept in as she examined the landscape, the familiar now tinged with surreal beauty, blurring the lines between her memories and the enchanting present. 

She knelt, touching the soft petals, and memories—or dreams—rushed in like a tide pulling her under. She’d danced here under a pastel sky, her hands stained with soil as she twirled freely, feeling the warmth of the sun on her face and the whisper of leaves in the gentle breeze. Or had she watched it from her window, longing to join the magic outside? The forest blurred, and suddenly, she was in her bedroom, staring at a cracked ceiling that seemed to close in on her as the moments faded. A woman leaned over her, her face lined with worry, shadows playing across her features as if reflecting the depth of her concern. “Lila, you’re awake. You were talking about leaves again,” the woman said softly, her voice the one from the wind, but sharper now, tethering her spirit to the present. It was a voice that carried the weight of love and grounding, pulling Lila back to reality, bringing forth a sense of safety amidst the swirling chaos of her thoughts. 

Lila blinked, trying to shake off the lingering fog in her mind. The room smelled stale, not like rain or earth, but rather like an unforgiving emptiness that gnawed at her senses. A tray of pills sat on the nightstand, each one a bright reminder of her reality, and a calendar read March 21, 2025. Spring, she thought wistfully, but where were the blossoms? The vibrant colors and lively scents that usually filled the air seemed painfully absent. She looked down at her hands—clean, glaringly so, devoid of any trace of soil or the sticky sweetness of apple juice from feeding the deer with her own hands. “I was there,” she murmured softly to herself, feeling a deep yearning wash over her. “The forest. It’s fall there now. Or spring. I can’t…” Her voice trailed off, swallowed by the silence of the room, and the woman sighed, feeling a profound disconnect between the vivid memories of her time in the forest and the dull, clinical environment surrounding her now. The weight of absence settled heavily upon her chest, making it hard to breathe as she longed for the embrace of nature’s cycle, for the chirping of birds and the rustling of leaves—simple pleasures that now felt like distant echoes. 

“You’ve been here all night,” the woman said gently, her voice soothing like a soft breeze. “Dreaming again, just as you often do. The doctor says it’s getting harder for you to come back, as if each journey to that other realm pulls you further away from us. I can see the worry etched on your face even in your slumber, the way your brow furrows and your lip’s part slightly, as though you’re lost in something profoundly beautiful yet terrifying. I wish I could follow you into those dreams, to understand what captivates you so deeply and to bring you back safely when the time comes.” 

Lila shook her head, her mind racing with disbelief. “No, I walked there. I felt it.” She closed her eyes tightly, and the room around her dissolved into a haze of color and light. Suddenly, she found herself back in the forest, where leaves were falling in slow spirals, the golden hues painting a serene picture of autumn. With each leaf that touched the ground, she felt seasons transform like a carousel spinning endlessly in the sky. The gentle rustle of branches accompanied the soothing sounds of nature, as the deer returned, their soft noses nudging her hand. Lila laughed, the sound bursting forth like music, and tears streaked her face, a blend of joy and nostalgia overwhelming her senses. “This is real,” she whispered breathlessly into the crisp air, though the woman’s voice echoed faintly in the background, calling her name with urgency, as if trying to tether her to the present even as she reveled in the beauty of the moment. 

Days passed—or didn’t. Lila roamed her forest, seasons blending into a tapestry she couldn’t untangle. Fall’s golden decay gave way to spring’s tender green, then back again, a loop of beauty she couldn’t escape. Each step brought the rustle of leaves beneath her feet and the whispers of the wind, wrapping around her like a familiar embrace. Sometimes she heard the woman, saw the room, felt the pills pressed to her lips, the cold, clinical atmosphere of the space stifling her spirit. But the forest always reclaimed her, pulling her back into its embrace, its colors brighter than the gray walls surrounding her, its air sweeter than the sterile tang of reality, infusing her with a sense of freedom she thought she had lost forever. The vibrant hues of wildflowers danced along the path, and the melody of birdsong filled her ears, a reminder that life thrived beyond the confines of her mind. 

One evening—or morning—she sat on the bench again, watching the sky burn orange, then soften to pink, painting a canvas of warmth that enveloped her. The voice called, fainter now, and she didn’t turn, for she was lost in the beauty surrounding her. “I’ll stay,” she said to the deer, to the trees, to the seasons that held her gently in their embrace. “This is where I belong.” The forest hummed in agreement, a symphony of rustling leaves and distant bird calls, and Lila let go, sinking into a world where dreams and reality were one, forever spring, forever fall, where the colors danced vibrantly in the air, wrapping her in a tapestry woven from the very essence of nature. She felt the soft touch of the breeze as it whispered secrets of the earth, and in that moment, she knew she was a part of something greater, something eternal. 

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Overcoming Life’s Pebbles

Life can often feel like climbing a massive mountain. We gear up for the tough moments—the steep climbs, the rough trails, the looming storms. We teach ourselves to stay strong, keep courage, and focus on reaching the peak. That mountain could be a dream we’re pursuing, a career we’re shaping, or a change we’re striving for. These big goals give our lives purpose and excitement. They’re challenging, motivating, and absolutely worth the effort. 

But here’s the twist: it’s not always the mountain that wears us out. As the wise saying goes, “It isn’t the mountains ahead to climb that wear you out; it’s the pebble in your shoe.” 

Think about that. It’s the small, persistent irritations that sneak in unnoticed—the tiny doubts that whisper we’re not good enough, the lingering resentment from a conversation long past, the habit we keep meaning to break but never quite do. These pebbles, though seemingly insignificant, have a way of stealing our energy and dimming our spirit. They make each step feel heavier; each breathe a little more strained. 

But here’s the beauty in this truth: those pebbles are within our power to remove. 

Unlike the mountain, which may take years to climb, the pebble can be shaken out in a moment of awareness. It starts with noticing. With pausing long enough to ask, “What’s weighing me down today?” Maybe it’s a grudge you’ve been carrying, or a fear that’s quietly grown roots. Maybe it’s the voice in your head that criticizes more than it encourages. These are the things that trip us up—not because they’re insurmountable, but because we let them linger. 

The good news? You don’t have to carry them. 

You can pause. You can sit down, take off your shoe, and shake out the pebble. Start small. Forgive a slight. Let go of a worry. Replace one negative thought with a moment of gratitude. Each tiny action lightens your load, making the climb feel less daunting. It’s not about reaching the summit in one leap—it’s about making the journey more bearable, more joyful, one step at a time. 

And here’s the magic: when your steps are free, your spirit lifts. You begin to notice the beauty around you—the sunrise casting golden light on the path, the encouragement of fellow climbers, the strength you didn’t know you had. The mountain is still there, but now it feels possible. Every small adjustment, every act of self-kindness, brings you closer to the top. 

So, lace up your shoes. Check for pebbles. Embrace the journey. You’re stronger than you know, and the view from the top is worth every step. 

Keep climbing—you’ve got this.

Tales of TomT 2.0 Book Five

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Discovering an Abandoned Cabin

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The mountains were alive with autumn’s breath, leaves crunching under the boots of four hikers—Lila, Marcus, Tess, and Ethan—as they ventured deeper into the mountains. Vibrant hues of orange, red, and gold painted the landscape, while the crisp air filled their lungs with the scent of pine and earth. The trail they’d followed for hours had been clear and well-trodden, but Marcus, ever the explorer, spotted a faint path veering into a dense thicket. No markers, no signs, just a narrow ribbon of dirt weaving through towering pines, the shadows dancing as the sun began to dip behind the peaks. “Let’s see where it goes,” he said, eyes glinting with curiosity. The others hesitated, exchanging glances filled with uncertainty, but they were ultimately drawn by the promise of something undiscovered, an adventure that could unveil secrets of the wilderness. The thrill of the unknown beckoned them, and with a collective shrug, they stepped off the familiar trail, ready to embrace whatever lay ahead, their hearts filled with excitement and a hint of trepidation. 

The path twisted for nearly an hour, the air growing colder, the light dimmer, forcing Tess to pull her jacket tighter around her. Just as she began to grumble about turning back, they stumbled into a clearing that felt almost like a breath of fresh air yet still eerie in its silence. There, half-swallowed by moss and shadow, stood an abandoned cabin, its structure a testament to years of neglect. Its weathered logs sagged beneath the weight of time, with windows dark and cracked, as if guarding secrets long forgotten. Vines crawled up the walls, weaving a tapestry of nature reclaiming what it had lost, yet despite the decay, the place felt… expectant. Lila shivered, not from the chill that permeated the air, but from an unsettling sense of being watched. “This place gives me the creeps,” she muttered, glancing over her shoulder, but Ethan was already at the door, pushing it open with a creak that echoed like a warning through the stillness. As the door swung inward, a rush of stale air escaped, carrying with it the faint scent of damp wood and something else, something foul that made Lila’s stomach churn. 

Inside, the air was stale, thick with dust that hung like a heavy blanket, clinging to everything in sight. A rickety table, uneven in its stance, a rusted stove that looked like it hadn’t been used in years, and a single chair sat in the gloom, casting long shadows against the cracked walls. On the table lay a leather-bound journal, its pages yellowed but intact, whispering secrets of the past. Marcus grabbed it, flipping it open with a sense of reverence, while the others peered over his shoulder, their eyes wide with curiosity and anticipation. The handwriting was spidery, precise, and meticulously crafted, dated October 15, 2024—exactly one year ago. “Weird,” Tess murmured, her brow furrowing in confusion. “Who’d leave this here? It feels like it belongs to someone who disappeared without a trace, leaving behind not just their thoughts but a part of their life in this forgotten place.” 

Marcus read aloud: “Four hikers arrive at dusk, their boots heavy with mud. The tall one, bold, finds the path first, his long strides cutting through the thickening shadows. The wary one, with sharp eyes, hesitates at the cabin’s door, the chill of the evening air brushing against their faces as they exchange anxious glances. A rustle in the underbrush makes their hearts race, igniting a primal instinct to keep watch. Memories flood back as they recall the stories of other travelers who had ventured into these woods, some never returning. His voice faltered, struggling to steady itself against the mounting tension. The description was too specific—Marcus’s height, Lila’s cautious glance, the mud caked on their boots from a stream they’d crossed, each detail a vivid reminder of their shared journey. The journal went on, detailing their exact words, their movements, the way Ethan’s impulsive push at the door seemed more a challenge than a welcome, even the sounds of their laughter that felt like a ghostly echo of the past. But it was written before they’d arrived, revealing truths they had yet to confront.” 

This is impossible,” Ethan said, snatching the journal with a sense of urgency and disbelief. He flipped forward, his face paling as the weight of the entries settled over him like a dark cloud. The words seemed to come alive, predicting their every action with eerie accuracy: “The bold one reads first, the wary one checks the windows, the quiet one finds the trapdoor…” Tess, who’d been silent in the background, was already at a window, peering out as if the very air around them had conjured the instructions from the page. She froze, suddenly aware of how closely she’d just fulfilled the journal’s words, the chill of realization seeping into her bones as her mind raced, piecing together the significance of their movements. Confusion and dread twisted in her stomach as she glanced back at Ethan, who stared at her with wide eyes, both of them understanding that the journal not only knew their past but seemed to weave their fate as well. 

There’s no trapdoor,” Lila said, her voice tight, but her eyes darted to the floor, as if searching for an escape from the unsettling atmosphere that surrounded them. Ethan, unnerved by her sudden defensiveness, started stomping around the dimly lit room, desperately searching for any sign of a secret. After what felt like an eternity, his foot struck something solid beneath a threadbare rug, and he knelt down in disbelief. There it was—a wooden hatch, barely visible, where dust and age had concealed its presence. The journal had known all along, its cryptic messages hinting at mysteries yet to unfold. With a rush of adrenaline, he yanked the hatch open, revealing a steep, rickety ladder descending into an impenetrable darkness that seemed to swallow all light. The air grew heavier, filled with uncertainty, as the group exchanged glances, their expressions a mix of terror and an almost magnetic compulsion to follow the script, drawn by the possibilities that lay hidden below, compelling them to confront the unknown. 

Lila clutched the journal now, reading as they descended into the depths of the unknown. “They climb down, hearts pounding, into the chamber below. The air is still and heavy; the walls carved with cryptic symbols they cannot read or decipher…” The ladder led to a stone-walled room, damp and cold, its walls etched with spiraling runes that seemed to pulse faintly in the dim light. Shadows danced across the surface, casting eerie illusions that both enthralled and terrified them. A pedestal stood at the center, holding a single object—a small, black stone, smooth as glass, reflecting the faint glow of the runes around it. The stone drew them closer, an inexplicable force urging them to reach out and touch its surface, as if it held secrets of ancient power or forgotten knowledge waiting to be uncovered. 

The journal’s next entry made Lila’s hands shake: “The quiet one touches the stone, and the truth is revealed.” Tess, who’d barely spoken all day, stared at the stone, her hand trembling as it reached out, the air thick with anticipation. “Don’t,” Marcus snapped, his voice laced with a mix of fear and urgency, but Tess’s fingers brushed it, fueled by an irresistible curiosity. As she made contact, a low hum filled the room, vibrating through their very bones, and images flooded their minds—flashes of the forest, the hidden paths they had never noticed before, the cabin where secrets lingered, themselves walking the trail, as if seen through another’s eyes, each moment feeling eerily familiar yet profoundly alien. The journal’s author wasn’t human. It was… something else, watching, recording, guiding, threading their destinies together in ways they couldn’t yet comprehend, hinting at a deeper connection to a past long forgotten, whispering truths that could change everything they knew. 

“They understand now,” the journal read, “that the trail chose them, that time loops here, and that they were always meant to find this place, a nexus of fate hidden away from the prying eyes of the universe.” Ethan cursed under his breath, feeling the weight of destiny as he backed toward the ladder, heart racing with dread and uncertainty. The runes glowed brighter, each pulse resonating like a heartbeat, while the air grew thick around them, pressing them in place, making it hard to breathe, as if the very fabric of reality were tightening. Shadows danced at the edges of his vision, and he could almost hear whispers of the past echoing through the chamber, warning him of the consequences of his next move. The final entry was blank, except for one ominous line: “They decide.” The gravity of that simple phrase settled heavily on his shoulders, leaving him paralyzed by the weight of choice and the potential ramifications that could ripple through time itself. 

Lila dropped the journal, her mind racing with a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. Were they trapped in a never-ending cycle, doomed to repeat this very moment for all eternity? Or could they find a way to break free from this dark fate that loomed over them? With a sudden surge of determination, Marcus grabbed the ancient stone, its rough surface cool against his palm, and hurled it against the wall with all his strength, watching as it shattered into tiny fragments of dust that spiraled through the air like a storm. The intricate runes that had been glowing brightly dimmed, the resonant hum that filled the space faded into an eerie silence, and for the first time, the air felt lighter, as if a great weight had been lifted. They scrambled up the ladder, hearts pounding wildly in their chests, filled with both fear and hope, and fled the cabin, the unsettling past behind them as they dared not look back, propelled by the urgency of their escape and the prospect of a new beginning. 

The trail was gone when they reached the clearing’s edge, swallowed by the dense undergrowth that had once whispered of adventures untold. The forest seemed ordinary again, devoid of the magic it once held, yet the journal’s weight lingered in their minds like a distant echo of an unforgettable encounter. Had they truly escaped, or was this haunting experience merely a part of the script that bound their fate? They never spoke of it again, but each wondered, in quiet moments, if the trail was still out there, lurking in the shadows, waiting patiently for the next wanderer to stumble upon its secrets. The lingering sense of mystery wrapped around their thoughts, fueling their imaginations with what-ifs and maybes, making the ordinary feel extraordinary in the flickering light of fading memories. 

From Book Four of Tales of Tom2 2.0 link to Amazon

October 11 and Christopher Columbus

October 11 sometimes coincides with Columbus Day, a U.S. federal holiday marking Christopher Columbus’s arrival in the Americas in 1492. Although his landing is traditionally dated October 12, the holiday is observed on the second Monday of October, which occasionally falls on the 11th or days around it, like this year is the 13th.

Columbus Day started as a way to celebrate exploration and discovery, but its significance has changed over time. In the 19th century, Italian American communities introduced the holiday to honor their heritage and combat xenophobia, leading to its federal recognition in 1937. Columbus, an Italian navigator under the Spanish flag, arrived in the Bahamas, marking the start of European colonization in the Americas.

October 11 also encourages reflection, as many in recent years have questioned Columbus’s legacy and highlighted the effects of colonization on Indigenous peoples. This has brought about the emergence of Indigenous Peoples’ Day, celebrated in various states and cities as an alternative or addition to Columbus Day.

The Day Columbus discovered America, it marked not only the beginning of the history of America over 500 years ago, but also a pivotal moment that would forever change the course of global exploration and settlement. This discovery initiated a complex tapestry of cultural exchanges, conflicts, and alliances, laying the groundwork for what would eventually become a diverse nation. Since that monumental beginning, this country has come a long way, evolving through trials and tribulations, from the establishment of colonies and the struggle for independence to the growth of a powerful democracy that champions freedom and innovation.

Faith Between Worlds

Audio Podcast 1 1/2 minutes

Life is a fleeting spark—bright, unpredictable, and achingly beautiful. We chase meaning in its moments: a child’s laugh, a quiet sunrise, the ache of goodbye. But personal faith isn’t just about surviving this life—it’s about sensing that something waits beyond it.

Not religion, necessarily. Not pearly gates or reincarnated destinies. But a whisper that says: this isn’t the end.

Personal faith is the feeling that our stories don’t vanish when the body does. That love leaves echoes. That the soul, whatever it is, doesn’t just dissolve. Maybe it drifts. Maybe it returns. Maybe it becomes part of the wind that moves the trees.

We don’t need certainty to believe. Faith is what fills the space between knowing and wondering. It’s what lets us live fully here, while trusting there’s more—somewhere, somehow.

It’s in the way we speak to those who’ve passed, as if they still hear. It’s in the way we dream of them, not as memories, but as visitors. It’s in the way we feel watched over, even when alone.

Personal faith says: I am part of something larger. My life matters, and so does what comes after. It’s not about answers—it’s about openness.

And maybe, when this spark fades, we’ll find ourselves not ending, but beginning again—in a form we can’t yet imagine, but somehow already believe in.

The Quiet Power of Friendship

Audio Podcast 1 1/2 minutes

Friendship isn’t always loud. Sometimes, it’s a quiet presence—a text that says, “thinking of you,” a shared laugh over something silly, or just sitting together in comfortable silence.

True friends are the ones who see you at your worst and still choose to stay. They celebrate your wins like they’re their own and remind you of your worth when you forget. They’re the people who make ordinary days feel special, just by being in them.

It’s easy to take friendship for granted in the rush of life. But when we pause and reflect, we realize how deeply these connections shape us. They teach us empathy, resilience, and joy. They remind us of we’re not alone.

So today, reach out to a friend. Send a message. Share a memory. Say thank you.

Because in a world that often feels chaotic, friendship is a steady light. It’s the laughter that echoes long after the joke. The hug that lingers. The comfort of knowing someone’s got your back.

And that’s something worth celebrating.

The biggest regret I have in my life is I did not continue friendship as my life continued. I lost track of school friends, army friends, work friends and family. Once an era of my life was over, I moved on without making any attempt to continue the friendships I earned. I wish I would have valued the friendships more than I did and made an attempt to keep in touch with them.

If you are young, do not make the same mistake I made.

I am not ready for winter

Audio Podcast 5 minutes

I woke this morning with the temperature in the forties. It is cloudy and gloomy outside and appears to be that way all day. Gloomy days always bring back vivid memories of when I was stationed in Nuremberg, Germany, while in the army. During that time of about nine months, most of the days were characterized by an overcast sky and the constant presence of clouds looming above me. The damp chill in the air would seep into my bones, making each day feel longer than the last. Being from Colorado, where the sun shines nearly 300 days out of the year, was a large adjustment for me to be in an area that experiences such a high number of gray and dreary days. I often found myself longing for the warmth of the sun on my skin and the brilliant blue skies that I had taken for granted. Each overcast morning reminded me of the stark contrast to my vibrant home state, and I’d catch myself reminiscing about enjoying the mountains or lounging outdoors soaking in the sun.

The leaves are on their full-time effort to cover the yards and streets with colorful bounty, creating a brilliant tapestry of reds, yellows, and oranges that captivate the senses, while they flutter gently down from their branches like nature’s confetti, eagerly emptying the trees before the first snow settles in. As they gather on the ground, they form soft, crunchable carpets that invite children to jump in and adults to take leisurely strolls, all the while signaling the transition from the warmth of autumn to the crisp chill of winter that lies just around the corner.

The first freeze normally occurs around the middle of October, and one must remember to turn off the water to the outside valves and drain the pipes and hoses to prevent any unwanted damage. With the changing seasons, it’s also a good time to check on other outdoor supplies and preparations. I recently checked my ice melt container, and to my dismay, during the summer it melded into one big rock, compacted and solidified by the heat. Now I must go buy some more ice melt or figure out how to get the rock out of the container and break it up into a usable size. This little predicament has got me pondering about the best approach; perhaps I could use a hammer or a chisel, but that sounds labor-intensive. I predict I will take the easy way and go buy some more, as it would save me time and effort, allowing me to focus on the other tasks that come with preparing for the winter months ahead.

One happy part is the homeowner association does the snow removal, and that saves me from all that cold and heavy work that often comes with winter. At our former home, which was situated on the corner of a busy intersection, we had a gigantic driveway that could have easily accommodated six or more cars. Every snowstorm turned into quite the labor-intensive affair, and it would take me two hours or more to tackle the daunting task of snow removal by hand. The heavy lifting and the chilly breeze blasting against my face truly made it an exhausting chore. Now, I find great relief in knowing that I no longer have to brave the elements, especially during those harsh winter months. Retiring does have advantages; I can now spend my time enjoying cozy evenings by the fireplace, sipping hot cocoa, and relishing the peacefulness of not having to shovel snow.

Many times, during my forty plus years of employment, I had to fight the snow, crazy drivers, and the stress of getting to work on time, navigating through treacherous weather conditions that tested my patience and endurance. Each winter brought its own set of challenges, from shoveling the driveway in the early dawn to encountering reckless drivers who seemed oblivious to the icy roads. I vividly remember the anxiety of being late and the constant rush to meet deadlines, which added an extra layer of tension to an already hectic morning routine. I remember one time during a storm my relief could not make it to work and since we had some equipment that could not be left unattended, I had to stay. That 8-hour shift turned into an 18-hour shift. Now that I’ve moved on, I do not miss this one bit, as I cherish the freedom to enjoy my mornings without the dread of battling the elements or the chaos of rush hour traffic.

The good thing to remember is that in only six months, spring will be here, bringing with it a sense of renewal and joy. As the days grow longer and temperatures begin to rise, we will be able to reminisce about how we not only survived another winter but also found ways to thrive through the cold and darkness. We will look back on cozy evenings spent by the fireplace, the laughter shared with friends and family, and the resilience we discovered within ourselves during those challenging months. Soon, the vibrant colors of blooming flowers and the sweet melodies of birds returning will serve as beautiful reminders of the promise that comes with the changing of the seasons, inviting us to embrace life once again.

A Long, Long Time Ago

Audio File

After church services during fellowship, somehow the subject of stuffed green peppers came up, igniting a lively conversation among our table of eight. This stirred my memory, prompting me to share a recollection from my army time. As I reminisced about those military times, it dawned on me, “I could write a blog about the subject,”


Here is my tale.

It is March 1964. I was recently drafted into the army, and I was in basic training, a whirlwind experience that was both daunting and transformative. I was only there maybe four or five days after I reported to basic, yet it felt like an eternity under the pressure of military life. For a supper meal, they served stuffed green peppers, a dish that would become a symbol of my early days in training. I remember maybe one or two hundred recruits in the basic training company, and everything was rush, rush and do it faster, as if time was a luxury we could not afford. The sergeants barked out commands, and we scrambled to obey, our minds racing to keep up. Also, much of the kitchen duties were done by the recruits that were assigned to KP duty that day, slicing vegetables, peeling potatoes, and washing dishes, trying to maintain a semblance of order amid the chaos.

There were six of us sitting at the table, our plates filled high with the fare provided for our supper, and we were gobbling down our meals in a frenzied race against time because we only had a short period to eat before they would inevitably yell, “Time’s Up!” The recruit next to me was shoveling food into his mouth with reckless abandon, his eyes darting around as if he were trying to savor each bite while also keeping an ear open for the dreaded announcement. Suddenly, he paused mid-chew, his face shifting from one of ravenous delight to horror as he pulled something unwelcome from his mouth, revealing a shocking revelation—a Band-Aid! It was a disturbing sight indeed, as it became clear that one of our fellow recruits from the KP area had been absent-mindedly stuffing green peppers, causing the Band-Aid covering a cut to become dislodged and somehow find its way into our meal. The moment quickly turned from one of unity in our shared dining experience to utter disbelief as the recruits sitting at the table not only saw but heard the revelation, prompting an instinctual response to get up and leave the mess hall in a hurried retreat. What a way to spoil an appetite! My mind raced with questions, wondering, “What am I getting into?” as I looked around at my companions, each of us contemplating the rather unpalatable reality of our situation and what more surprises awaited us in this new chapter of our lives.

One can just speculate that the KP recruit didn’t even realize that the band-aid slipped off his finger, or he knew about it and was afraid to say anything because he didn’t want to experience another shouting conversation with the drill sergeant, which was common in those days, especially during the rigorous training sessions where discipline was paramount. These shouting matches were not unusual; they served as reminders to the recruits of the high expectations placed upon them, often creating an atmosphere thick with tension and anxiety. Or another possibility is that he reported it, and they yelled and screamed at him and didn’t do anything about it, leaving him feeling even more powerless in a situation that already felt overwhelming. It is hard for me to imagine that they would toss out food for one to two hundred troops and start over just because of a missing band-aid, considering the logistical challenges involved in preparing meals for such a large group, coupled with the sheer amount of effort that went into food preparation. In a military environment where resourcefulness and efficiency are crucial, such an action would seem extravagant and illogical. The actual story will be never known, leaving us to ponder the multitude of factors that might have influenced the response to such a seemingly minor incident, yet one that could highlight deeper issues within the structure of military life.

I have other tales to share during my time in the military and someday share other stories that one does not hear often.

Forgotten Reflection

Audio Podcast 10 minutes

This is in my next paperback “Tales of TomT2.0 volume five. This volume is all spooky stories. Getting ready for Halloween.

Eli stood in the bathroom, half-asleep, brushing his teeth like he did every night, the bristles of his toothbrush working mechanically against his enamel. The fluorescent light buzzed overhead, casting a pale glow over the cracked tiles and foggy mirror, illuminating the remnants of a long day that clung to him like a heavy blanket. He smiled absently at his reflection—more habit than emotion—and then dropped the smile as he leaned down to spit, the sound echoing in the stillness of the night. The room was filled with the familiar scent of mint toothpaste, mingling with the musty air, while outside, the soft rustle of leaves hinted at the gentle breeze that stirred the quiet neighborhood. Unconsciously, he replayed the events of the day, the laughter shared and the mundane moments that blurred into one another, pausing briefly to wonder how tomorrow might unfold. With a final rinse, Eli reluctantly stepped away from the mirror, feeling the weight of exhaustion tugging at him, but grateful for the small, ordinary ritual that marked the end of his day.

But the reflection didn’t drop it.

Eli froze, toothbrush still in hand, caught in a moment that felt suspended in time. His mirrored self was still smiling, an eerie reflection that sent chills down his spine. Not a friendly grin, but something stretched too wide, too long, like a macabre mask fitted over a face that should show fear or surprise. The kind of smile that didn’t belong on a human face, it was an unsettling distortion that suggested something more sinister lurking beneath the surface. With each passing second, Eli’s heart raced as he wondered what had gone wrong, why the reflection seemed to mock him, and if this strange visage was a harbinger of something darker waiting to reveal itself.

He blinked. The reflection blinked too, still grinning.

“Okay,” he muttered, rubbing his eyes. “Sleep deprivation. That’s all.”

He turned off the light and left the bathroom, feeling a strange sense of relief wash over him. But as he passed the hallway mirror, he caught a glimpse—his reflection, still smiling, an eerie reminder of a joy that felt distant. The dim light flickered, casting shadows that danced along the walls, and he paused for a moment, captivated by the contrast between his inner turmoil and the outward appearance of happiness that stared back at him. It was as if the smile in the mirror was mocking him, teasing him for the facade he maintained.

That night, Eli barely slept. The moon filtered through the curtains, casting eerie shadows that danced across his room. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw that grin, sharp and wide, curling menacingly at the corners. It wasn’t just unsettling—it felt wrong, as if it held secrets meant to be buried deep. Like something was watching him from the other side of the glass, its gaze penetrating and relentless, leaving him with an overwhelming sense of dread that wrapped around him like a suffocating blanket. Each sound in the house—a creak, a whisper—seemed amplified in the silence, fueling his growing paranoia and ensuring that sleep remained an elusive, unattainable refuge.

The next morning, he avoided the mirror, feeling as though it was a portal to some unsettling truth, he was not ready to confront. Shaved blind, he moved the razor hesitantly over his stubble, not daring to open his eyes lest he be confronted by the visage he had come to dread. Brushed his teeth with his eyes closed, the minty taste barely reaching his senses as his mind raced with the thoughts of what he might discover. But curiosity gnawed at him, an insistent whisper in the back of his mind urging him to look. With trembling hands, he peeked, heart pounding as he lifted the lid of dread, ready to face whatever awaited him.

The reflection was normal, appearing just as one would expect in a peaceful lake on a calm day, with the surface shimmering gently under the warm sunlight and presenting a clear image of the trees and sky above. The tranquility of the scene offered a moment of serenity, inviting one to pause and appreciate the beauty of nature reflected so perfectly before them.

Relieved, Eli laughed, the sound echoing softly in the quiet room. “I’m losing it,” he said to his reflection, a mixture of exasperation and amusement dancing in his eyes. He leaned closer to the mirror, searching for signs of the sanity he felt slipping away, all while his laughter grew more infectious, as if he were sharing an inside joke with himself that only he could understand.

It didn’t laugh back, as if it understood that laughter was a privilege reserved for moments of genuine joy and connection, instead opting for a silent acknowledgment that hung in the air, weighty with the unspoken truths and emotions we often fail to express.

That night, the smile returned.

This time, Eli stared into the mirror, refusing to look away. His own face stared back, smiling wider and wider until the lips cracked and bled. The eyes grew darker, pupils swallowing the whites. Eli backed away, heart hammering.

The reflection didn’t move.

It stayed there, grinning, even as Eli ran from the room, its sinister smile a chilling reminder of the darkness that lurked within those walls, a presence that seemed to thrive on fear and uncertainty, watching with unblinking eyes as the shadows danced around it, whispering secrets that only Eli could feel creeping into his mind, urging him to look back, to face what he desperately wanted to escape from.

He tried everything—covering the mirror with cloth and tape, smashing it to shards that glittered like cruel stars, even replacing it with a new one that promised to be different. But no matter what he did, the reflection came back, mocking him with its persistence. It was as if the mirror had a will of its own, refusing to be silenced or hidden away. Not always immediately, as if it relished in the torment of anticipation. Sometimes it waited patiently, biding its time until he least expected it. At other moments, it would show itself in the most unexpected places—appearing in windows during twilight, shimmering in puddles after a rain, and even on the black screen of his phone when he least wanted to confront it. Each encounter was a reminder, a haunting echo of what he wished to forget, compelling him to confront the part of himself he had long tried to escape.

And it was changing.

It began to move on its own, a strange, unsettling energy radiating from its form. Tilting its head when Eli didn’t, as if questioning his resolve and challenging him to respond. Raising a hand when his stayed still, the gesture felt deliberate, almost mocking in its insistence. It whispered things he couldn’t hear, mouthing words that made his skin crawl, sending shivers down his spine and igniting a primal fear within him. Each syllable it shaped felt like a dark promise, a hint at secrets that lurked just beyond his understanding, beckoning him closer even as every instinct screamed for him to flee.

One night, Eli woke to find every mirror in his apartment uncovered, reflecting the dim light that filtered in through the curtains. He didn’t remember doing it, but the sight sent a shiver down his spine as he felt an eerie presence in the air. Each mirror seemed to be staring back at him, as if they held secrets he had forgotten. The last few days had been a blur, filled with late-night distractions and fatigue, but he couldn’t shake the feeling that he was being watched. Uneasy, Eli glanced around, half-expecting to see a shadow lurking just beyond his line of sight, but the apartment remained silent, save for the soft hum of the refrigerator.

In the bathroom, the reflection was waiting, shimmering faintly in the dim light, as if it held secrets untold, urging the viewer to step closer and confront the truths hidden within.

It wasn’t smiling anymore.

It was beckoning.

Eli stepped closer, drawn by something he couldn’t name, as an inexplicable force seemed to pull him towards the shimmering glass. The glass rippled like water, creating a mesmerizing dance of light and shadow that captivated his senses. He reached out, fingertips brushing the surface, feeling a coolness that sent a shiver up his spine, as though the glass were alive and responsive to his touch. Each delicate ripple seemed to whisper secrets, urging him to delve deeper into the mystery before him, while the world around him faded into a distant hum.

And the reflection grabbed him.

Now, when people visit Eli’s apartment, they find the mirrors covered, shrouded in an aura of mystery that piques their curiosity. All but one remain hidden behind draped cloths or opaque film, which creates a peculiar atmosphere that feels both intimate and unsettling. The lone uncovered mirror, however, reflects a glimmer of light and provides a fleeting glimpse into Eli’s world, inviting visitors to wonder what lies behind the concealed reflections and the reasons for their obscuration.

In the bathroom, the mirror shows a man brushing his teeth, his reflection revealing the early morning light filtering through the small window, casting a gentle glow on the pale tiles. As he methodically moves the toothbrush back and forth, the hum of the electric toothbrush fills the air, and he catches a glimpse of his own tired eyes, a reminder of the long night before. The aroma of mint from the toothpaste mingles with the faint scent of soap lingering in the room, creating an oddly comforting atmosphere. Beyond the mirror, the bathroom door is slightly ajar, hinting at the life outside that awaits him, filled with the sounds of a bustling day yet to unfold.

And if you look closely, you’ll see—he’s not alone. In fact, there are several figures lurking in the shadows, each with their own stories, waiting to unfold. The atmosphere is thick with intrigue, and the faint sound of whispers hints at secrets shared among them. It’s a moment frozen in time, where connections are forged and the unspoken bond of companionship is palpable, transforming an ordinary scene into something extraordinary.

For reasons that will never be understood, the apartment was never rented again, becoming a mysterious relic of the past, shrouded in whispers and unanswered questions about its history. Neighbors speculated about the property, sharing stories of strange occurrences and unexplainable sights that had once driven potential tenants away, leaving behind only a lingering sense of unease that seemed to permeate the very walls of the building.

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Fall: Transitioning into Cozy Days

Today is the first day of fall. The ninety-degree days are over, and with the arrival of this new season, we can finally embrace the cool, crisp air that fills our lungs. Cooler days and nights are ahead, providing the perfect backdrop for cozy sweaters and warm drinks. The leaves are starting to change to their golden color, painting landscapes in hues of orange, red, and yellow, and gracefully falling to the ground like nature’s confetti. As we walk beneath the trees, we might hear the satisfying crunch of leaves underfoot. It’s time to start thinking about the season’s preparations, including the moments when the furnace will go on to take away the morning chill in the home, wrapping us in warmth as we enjoy the comforting aroma of pumpkin spice and freshly baked pies wafting through the air.

The word “fall” derives from Old English “feallan,” meaning to fall, and it specifically refers to the beautiful and colorful phenomenon of falling leaves, which marks the transition from summer to winter. This term is preferred in American English over the more traditional “autumn,” which stems from the Latin word “augustus.” The choice of “fall” not only encapsulates the essence of the season but also highlights the picturesque scenery of trees shedding their foliage, creating a vibrant tapestry of colors on the ground. This season is often associated with harvest celebrations, cooler temperatures, and a sense of change, making it a time for reflection and preparation for the upcoming winter months.

Fall allergies spike due to ragweed pollen, affecting ~23 million Americans annually.
As the leaves begin to change color and the air turns crisp, countless individuals experience the relentless onslaught of allergy symptoms. My eyes have the traditional itch and redness, which often leads to a frustrating cycle of rubbing and swelling that makes it difficult to focus on daily activities. In addition to these uncomfortable symptoms, the sneezing, runny nose, and overall fatigue that accompany fall allergies can diminish one’s quality of life, making autumn feel less like a season of beauty and more like a season of struggle.

It’s the second most popular wedding season globally, after summer, with countless couples choosing this time to tie the knot due to the beautiful fall foliage and moderate weather. This enchanting season not only provides a picturesque backdrop for outdoor ceremonies but also offers a rich palette of colors that inspire everything from floral arrangements to wedding attire. As autumn ushers in cozy atmospheres and seasonal celebrations, many couples see it as the perfect opportunity to share their love in a unique and heartfelt way.

Time marches on, and in three months, we will be talking about the next season of the year, winter. As the days grow shorter and the crispness of the air becomes more pronounced, we can already feel the anticipation building for the beauty that winter brings. The first snowfall will blanket the earth in a serene white, transforming familiar landscapes into a magical wonderland. Families will gather around warm fires, sharing stories and laughter, while festive decorations will begin to adorn homes, creating a sense of warmth and joy during the cold months ahead.

My wife’s fall visitors.

Have a nice fall day.

I Am Not Who I Am

Around the first of this year I discovered AI, (artificial intelligence) and found out that it became very easy for me to assemble an article. I could come up with a few ideas and then consult AI and ask to expand on those ideas. In a matter of seconds, Boom! An instant article that was always near twice the length I ever came up with…… AI would really fluff up an idea.

Couldn’t think of something to write about? Just ask AI and poof! There are twenty or more writing prompts for you. Pick a prompt and AI easily creates a story for you. Wow! This is really becoming simple.

Unfortunately, I now feel that this is not me. I now feel that I am just an outlet for some unnamed artificial intelligence. AI has made me lazy. It has become difficult for me to get the creative juices flowing without AI. The above is me without AI.


This is the same with AI

Around the first of this year I discovered AI, (artificial intelligence) and found out that it became very easy for me to assemble an article. I could come up with a few ideas and then consult AI and ask to expand on those ideas, which opened up a whole new realm of creativity. With just a simple prompt, I could engage the AI in a dialogue, exploring different angles and perspectives that I might not have considered on my own. In a matter of seconds, Boom! An instant article that was always near twice the length I ever came up with. This technology was not just about word count; it was about the depth and breadth of information that it could provide, transforming a mere concept into a comprehensive piece of writing. AI would really fluff up an idea, adding layers of detail and nuance, turning my initial thoughts into a well-rounded discussion that was informative and engaging for readers.

Couldn’t think of something to write about? Just ask AI and poof! There are twenty or more writing prompts for you, carefully designed to spark your creativity and help you break through writer’s block. Pick a prompt, and AI easily creates a story for you, crafting engaging plots and dynamic characters that come to life right before your eyes. Whether you’re looking for inspiration for a novel, a short story, or even just a whimsical tale, the possibilities are endless. Wow! This is really becoming simple, as technology transforms the writing process into an effortless and enjoyable adventure, allowing you to explore new ideas and perspectives in no time.

Unfortunately, I now feel that this is not me. I now feel that I am just an outlet for some unnamed artificial intelligence, a mere vessel through which its ideas flow. AI has made me lazy, almost reliant on its algorithms to spark my imagination. It has become difficult for me to get the creative juices flowing without AI, leaving me frustrated and yearning for the days when I could generate ideas and express myself freely without assistance. The more I depend on this technology, the more I sense a disconnect from my authentic self and inner creativity, which feels stifled and overshadowed by an ever-present digital influence. I find myself questioning whether I can truly think independently or if I am simply echoing what has been fed to me.


I really don’t know what direction this will lead to. I may decide to just write without AI assistance or retire from blogging. Or I may accept the fact that artificial intelligence is the future and go with it.

This is the same paragraph with AI assistance. I really don’t know what direction this will lead to. At this point, I feel quite torn; I may decide to just write without AI assistance, embracing the raw authenticity of my thoughts, or I might even consider retiring from blogging altogether if I feel too overwhelmed by the rapid changes in technology. On the other hand, I am also considering whether I should accept the fact that artificial intelligence is undeniably the future. It could offer new opportunities and perspectives, so perhaps I should adapt and go with it, using AI as a tool to enhance my creativity rather than replace it, finding a balance that respects both traditional writing and innovative tech.

Never Forget September 11, 2001

Four commercial airplanes were hijacked by 19 terrorists. Two planes, American Airlines Flight 11 and United Airlines Flight 175, crashed into the North and South Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City, respectively. The South Tower collapsed at 9:59 AM, and the North Tower at 10:28 AM.

American Airlines Flight 77 crashed into the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia, at 9:37 AM, causing partial structural damage.

United Airlines Flight 93 crashed into a field near Shanksville, Pennsylvania, at 10:03 AM after passengers and crew attempted to regain control from the hijackers. It is believed the target was either the U.S. Capitol or the White House.

Nearly 3,000 people were killed, including 2,753 at the World Trade Center, 184 at the Pentagon, and 40 on Flight 93. Victims included civilians, first responders, and military personnel. Thousands more were injured.

This was a major event in the history of the United States and must never be forgotten, as it significantly shaped the nation’s identity and future trajectory. The repercussions of this event resonated deeply within society, influencing political landscapes and cultural dynamics for generations to come. It serves as a reminder of the struggles faced by those who fought for justice and equality, highlighting the importance of collective memory in preserving the lessons learned through hardship and triumph. Understanding this pivotal moment encourages reflection on the ongoing journey toward unity and progress in our society.

The Multifaceted Concept of God in Human History

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Many people believe in a god, a supreme being, or a deity. This belief shows our need to understand existence, the universe, and our role in it. To learn more, I asked AI for a definition of God, interested in its insights shaped by diverse cultural views. The response was intriguing, as it summarized not only the qualities of divinity but also how different societies think about this idea, showing both shared beliefs and differences through time and cultures.

The idea of God has shaped human history, culture, and individual lives for millennia, serving as a cornerstone of meaning, morality, and mystery. Across civilizations, God is understood in diverse ways—as a singular omnipotent being, a collection of deities, or an impersonal cosmic force that binds the universe together. This multifaceted concept transcends mere religion, influencing philosophy, art, science, and ethics, while remaining deeply personal and often divisive. The varying interpretations of God reflect the unique values and beliefs of different societies, illustrating how this divine notion fosters both unity and conflict among peoples. From the ancient rituals of worship to contemporary discussions on the nature of existence, the concept of God challenges individuals and communities to grapple with profound questions about life, purpose, and the moral framework that governs human behavior. The pursuit of understanding God can lead to a deeper exploration of spirituality, prompting many to seek connections with something greater than themselves, ultimately shaping the profound narratives that define cultures across the globe.

In monotheistic traditions like Christianity, Islam, and Judaism, God is typically envisioned as a singular, all-powerful creator who is deeply involved in the cosmos and human lives. In Christianity, God is the loving father, omnipresent and omniscient, guiding humanity through divine will and grace while embodying the principles of love, forgiveness, and redemption. The Bible portrays God as both transcendent and immanent, a being who not only crafted the universe yet remains intimately involved with creation, listening to prayers and responding to the cries of the faithful. Islam’s Allah, similarly, is the sole deity, merciful and just, whose will is absolute, as described in the Quran, which emphasizes His attributes of compassion, power, and wisdom. Additionally, Allah is seen as the ultimate judge, ensuring that justice prevails while offering repentance and mercy to those who seek it sincerely. Judaism’s Yahweh, revealed through the Torah, emphasizes a covenantal relationship with the chosen people, blending justice with compassion, guiding them throughout their history while encouraging ethical living and adherence to His laws. These faiths share a view of God as eternal, unchanging, and deeply concerned with human affairs, fostering a sense of purpose and direction in the lives of believers, reinforcing the importance of faith and community in the journey towards spiritual fulfillment.

Polytheistic traditions, such as Hinduism and ancient Greek religion, offer a different lens through which to examine the complexity of spirituality and divine representation. Hinduism’s vast pantheon includes deities like Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva, each embodying unique aspects of the divine spectrum while ultimately pointing to Brahman, the infinite reality underlying existence. This intricate framework suggests a fluidity between the one and the many, where God is both plural and singular, allowing for a rich tapestry of worship and personal interpretation. Furthermore, the interplay between these deities illustrates the idea that the divine can manifest in numerous forms, each serving as a guide for followers on their spiritual journeys. Ancient Greeks, on the other hand, worshipped gods like Zeus and Athena, anthropomorphic figures imbued with distinct personalities and domains, reflecting a worldview where divinity mirrors human complexity. The myths surrounding these gods often detailed their interactions and conflicts, emphasizing the intricacies of ethical dilemmas and the human condition. In this way, both traditions highlight the multifaceted nature of the divine, as well as the varied ways in which cultures have sought to understand and relate to a higher power, demonstrating that the quest for meaning transcends time and geography.

Beyond organized religion, philosophical and spiritual perspectives broaden the concept further, inviting deeper exploration into the nature of existence and our understanding of the divine. Deism posits a God who creates but does not intervene, presenting a rational force behind the universe’s order, suggesting a clockmaker who sets the machinery of the cosmos in motion yet remains distant from its operations. Pantheism, as articulated by thinkers like Spinoza, equates God with nature itself, ultimately dissolving the boundary between creator and creation and encouraging a profound reverence for the natural world that surrounds us. This perspective fosters a sense of unity and interconnectedness amongst all living things, urging individuals to recognize the divine immanence present in every element of life. Meanwhile, agnosticism and atheism challenge traditional notions, questioning God’s existence or relevance while still engaging with the void such questions leave, prompting critical thinking and intellectual discourse on morality, purpose, and the human experience in a seemingly indifferent universe. These varied views illustrate the rich tapestry of beliefs that confront our quest for meaning beyond institutional dogma.

God’s role in human life extends beyond theology. Art—from Michelangelo’s Sistine Chapel to Sufi poetry—captures divine awe and intimacy, revealing the profound connection between spirituality and creativity that transcends cultural boundaries. The aesthetic expressions of faith often serve as a bridge, inviting individuals to explore the depths of their beliefs and the mysteries of existence. Moral systems, even in secular contexts, often trace their roots to divine commandments or cosmic principles, reflecting the innate human desire for order, justice, and meaning in a chaotic world. These ethical frameworks guide personal conduct and societal norms, showcasing how spirituality can influence our understanding of right and wrong. Yet, the concept of God also sparks conflict, from historical crusades to modern debates over faith’s place in public life, exposing the fragility of belief systems when challenged. These tensions highlight humanity’s struggle to reconcile the infinite with the finite, the known with the unknowable, prompting a continuous journey of exploration and dialogue that shapes both individual identities and the collective human experience.

Ultimately, God remains a mirror of human aspiration and fear—a symbol of hope, order, and purpose, but also of mystery and unanswerable questions. Whether seen as a personal savior, a cosmic force, or a human construct, God reflects our deepest desires to understand existence and navigate the complexities of our lives. Across cultures and eras, the quest to define God reveals as much about humanity as it does about divinity, inviting each generation to wrestle with the eternal, confront its own uncertainties, and seek meaning in a world that often feels chaotic. This exploration of the divine not only shapes individual belief systems but also weaves the intricate tapestry of society, influencing art, philosophy, and moral values. Consequently, the concept of God remains not just a theological inquiry, but a profound journey into the human condition itself, challenging us to ponder our place in the universe and our connection to one another.

Lights Out in the Shower 

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The old cabin creaked under the weight of the storm outside, wind howling through the pines like a chorus of restless spirits. I’d rented the place for a quiet weekend, a chance to unplug and clear my head. The bathroom was small, with chipped tiles and a shower that sputtered before spitting out lukewarm water. I stepped in, letting the spray wash away the day’s hike, steam curling around me like a shroud.  

The bulb overhead flickered once, twice, then held steady. I ignored it—old wiring, probably. The water felt good, soothing my aching muscles. I closed my eyes, humming softly, the sound muffled by the patter of droplets. Then, a sharp *click*. The light went out, plunging the room into pitch black. 

 I froze, water still streaming down my face. “Great,” I muttered, reaching for the faucet. My fingers fumbled in the dark, slipping on the wet knob. The shower kept running, but the air felt heavier now, like someone had stepped into the room. I strained to listen over the water’s drone. Nothing. Just my imagination, right?  

I turned off the shower, the sudden silence deafening. My hand groped for the towel hanging nearby, but it brushed something else—cold, slick, like damp skin. I yanked my hand back, heart hammering. “Who’s there?” I called, voice trembling. No answer, but the darkness seemed to pulse, alive with something I couldn’t see.  

I stumbled out of the shower, feet slipping on the tiles. The bathroom door was somewhere to my left—I hoped. My hands found the wall, guiding me forward, but the surface felt wrong, spongy, like it was breathing under my touch. I yanked my hand away, suppressing a scream. The air grew colder, thicker, pressing against my bare skin. A faint whisper slithered through the dark, not words, just a low, guttural hum that made my stomach twist.  

I lunged for where I thought the door was, fingers scrabbling until they hit the knob. It turned, but the door wouldn’t budge, like something was holding it shut. Panic clawed at me. I pounded on the wood, shouting, my voice echoing in the tiny space. The whisper grew louder, closer, curling around my ears like icy fingers. I swear I felt breath on my neck, damp and sour.  

Desperate, I threw my weight against the door. It gave way, spilling me into the cabin’s main room. The lights there were still on, warm and steady. I spun around, expecting to see someone—or something—in the bathroom. Nothing. Just darkness beyond the doorway, thicker than it should’ve been.  

I didn’t sleep that night. The storm raged on, and every creak of the cabin felt like a warning. I left at dawn, never looking back. But even now, weeks later, I feel it sometimes—a cold breath on my neck when I shower, a whisper in the dark when the lights flicker. It followed me. And it’s waiting. 

Labor Day September 1st, 2025

Typically, Labor Day marks the unofficial end of summer, with people celebrating through parades, barbecues, and community events. Many businesses close, and it’s a major retail weekend with significant sales, rivaling Black Friday in some sectors. In 2025, expect widespread store discounts, especially on clothing, electronics, and home goods, with online and in-store deals starting as early as mid-August. Government offices, schools, and non-essential services like post offices and banks usually close, though some states may have partial operations.  

Labor Day in the United States is a federal holiday celebrated on the first Monday in September, which in 2025 will fall on September 1. It honors the contributions of workers to the nation’s economy and social fabric. Established in the late 19th century during the labor movement, it was first recognized as a federal holiday in 1894 under President Grover Cleveland, following significant labor strikes, notably the Pullman Strike. The holiday emerged as a way to acknowledge workers’ rights and the growing influence of labor unions.

Today, the holiday is more about leisure than activism, with 160 million Americans likely to travel or enjoy festivities. States like California and New York hold big parades, while others focus on local events or rallies for workers’ rights. What do you have planned for today?

Embracing the Past or Seeking New Horizons?

The hitchhiker, Jack, trudged along the abandoned highway, his thumb raised in a faint gesture of hope as he sought a ride to take him far away from his troubles. Dusk darkened the horizon, painting the sky with hues of deep purple and fiery orange, while an oppressive chill seeped into his bones, sending shivers coursing through his weary body. A narrow dirt path diverged into the ominous woods, its twisting entrance draped with shadows and offering the faint promise of shelter from the increasingly biting wind. He followed it hesitantly, the crunch of dry leaves underfoot echoing in the stillness, until he emerged into a clearing where a campsite flickered beneath the vast, indifferent stars, each twinkling light a silent witness to his solitary plight. As he approached, the warm glow of a dying fire illuminated the encampment, revealing remnants of a past life—a half-eaten meal, discarded gear, and a sense of stories left untold.

A fire crackled in a stone pit, casting light on a scene that stopped Jack cold. His old green tent—the one with the tear from that Yosemite trip—stood pitched tight, its familiar fabric stirring memories of nights spent under the stars. His battered Coleman stove sat on a stump, next to his chipped blue enamel mug, weathered yet comfortable in its imperfection, just like Jack himself. The mug had witnessed countless dawns accompanied by the rich aroma of brewing coffee, each sip a ritual that gathered the strength to face the day. His worn paperback of On the Road, dog-eared at page 47, lay on a folding chair he’d lost years ago at a music festival, a token of spontaneity and laughter that echoed in his heart. Every item was his, down to the frayed rope he’d used to hang his pack in trees, each frayed end telling tales of adventures taken and paths tread, reinforcing the life of exploration that defined him. The flickering flames danced in rhythm with the haunting melodies of memories, drawing him back to moments filled with wonder and the freedom of the open road.

Jack’s heart thudded with a mix of anxiety and nostalgia. He’d never been here before, yet it felt oddly familiar, like a long-forgotten dream reawakening in the twilight of his mind. He’d been drifting for months through vast landscapes, each day blending into the next, no fixed destination, no map guiding him through the wilderness. Yet this camp was a mirror of his life, a collage of possessions he’d owned, lost, or left behind, each item whispering stories of who he once was. He circled the fire, half-expecting a stranger to claim it all, to challenge his presence in this transient sanctuary. No one appeared, though, and the emptiness wrapped around him like a heavy blanket. The woods were silent, save for the pop of burning logs and the hushed rustling of leaves, as if nature itself was holding its breath, waiting for him to remember or perhaps to forget. In that poignant stillness, Jack felt the weight of his choices pressing down on him, mingling fear with the flickering warmth of the flames.

He sank into the chair, the mug warm in his hands, a small comfort amid the uncertainty. Coffee, black and bitter, just how he liked it, filled his senses and momentarily drowned out the chaos in his mind. He sipped, mind racing with a swirl of thoughts and questions. Had he blacked out? Had he truly sleepwalked his life into this surreal place, far removed from familiarity? The tent flap rustled gently in the breeze, and he peered inside with a mixture of hope and trepidation. His sleeping bag, patched with duct tape in a desperate attempt to keep warm, was rolled out haphazardly, a sign of his disarray. His old harmonica gleamed on the ground, the one he’d pawned in Reno two winters back, a bitter reminder of better days filled with music and laughter that now felt like a distant memory. Each note echoed in his mind as he wondered if he could ever reclaim that part of himself lost in the fog of time and poor choices.

Jack played a shaky note, the sound hauntingly familiar, echoing through the stillness around him. Memories flickered—campfires with friends, the warmth of laughter mingling with the smoke, lonely nights under bridges, where the stars felt like distant companions, the road’s endless pull urging him forward into the unknown. But this place felt wrong, like a dream stitched from scraps of his past, fragments of joy interwoven with threads of regret. He checked his pack, still slung on his shoulder, its weight a comforting reminder of his travels. Everything he owned was there, yet duplicated here in this uncanny reality. Two lives, one his, one… what? A mirror of choices not taken, paths forsaken, lingering shadows of other possibilities that now danced mockingly at the edges of his vision, waiting for him to remember their names.

A twig snapped. Jack froze, his heart pounding in his chest as he held his breath, listening intently. Footsteps crunched on the damp leaves, each sound echoing his growing anxiety, and a figure slowly emerged from the dense trees—gaunt, bearded, with eyes that gleamed like his own, a mirror of his past. The man wore Jack’s old flannel, the very one he’d traded for a bus ticket, the fabric frayed and faded but still hauntingly familiar. “You’re late,” the man said, voice rough but eerily familiar, carrying a weight of memories that seemed to hang between them like a ghost. “I’ve been waiting for you to come back, Jack. You thought you could just leave everything behind?” The tension thickened as Jack remembered the reasons for his departure, yet here stood the embodiment of those choices, beckoning him back into the shadows of his own history.

“Who are you?” Jack stammered.

The man smirked, a glint of mischief dancing in his eyes. “You, if you’d stayed. This is where you stopped running, where you finally laid down roots, built a life filled with memories, laughter, and moments that seemed to matter. Then you left it all behind, chasing the road again, seeking the thrill of the unknown, the allure of distant horizons calling your name, as if the path beneath your feet was never enough to satisfy your restless spirit.”

Jack’s mouth dried. “That’s not me. I never—”

“You will.” The man tossed a stick into the fire, watching as the embers glowed brighter for a moment, casting flickering shadows around them. “This is your camp, Jack. Always was. Always will be. The memories are embedded in the very ground we stand on, the echoes of laughter from old friends and the warmth of shared stories. The question is, do you stay and embrace what this place offers, or do you keep moving forward into the unknown? Each path holds its own promise and peril, but there’s something about the familiarity of this camp that calls to you, urging you to consider where your heart truly belongs.”

Jack gripped the mug, its warmth grounding him and filling him with a sense of comfort amidst the swirling shadows of his thoughts. The man vanished into the dark, leaving only questions that echoed in the stillness of the room. Should he stay and claim this life, embracing the possibilities that lay ahead, or was it wiser to walk away, retreating back into the road’s uncertainty, where familiar feelings of freedom and unpredictability awaited him? The weight of his decision hung heavily in the air, each potential path radiating different futures, pulling at his heart and mind as he contemplated what it really meant to belong.

Dawn emerged with a solemn light, casting elongated shadows across the ground. Jack hefted his pack, deliberately leaving the camp undisturbed, mindful of the memories tethered to the flickering embers of the fire that had warmed them the night before. The highway lay before him, desolate and silent, a stretch of asphalt winding into the unknown. He raised his thumb in a gesture of hope, yet hesitated, glancing back as if expecting the camp to somehow accompany him, as if the laughter of friends and the warmth of shared stories would rise from the ashes and fill the air once more. The weight of solitude pressed upon him, and he took a slow breath, trying to reconcile the pull of the past with the promise of the journey ahead.

The Sad Reality of City Life

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It’s sad that we do not feel safe in large cities. 

In the heart of bustling metropolises, where skyscrapers pierce the sky and the hum of life never ceases, a troubling sentiment has taken root: we no longer feel safe. Large cities, once celebrated as vibrant hubs of opportunity, culture, and connection, are increasingly shadowed by fear. This pervasive unease reflects deeper societal challenges that demand our attention and action. 

The sense of insecurity in urban centers stems from multiple sources. Rising crime rates, often sensationalized by media, paint cities as battlegrounds. According to recent data, violent crime in major U.S. cities like Chicago and New York has seen upticks in specific areas, with robbery and assault rates climbing in 2024. Though overall crime trends vary, high-profile incidents—shootings, subway attacks, or public theft—dominate headlines, amplifying public anxiety. These stories linger, shaping perceptions that every corner holds danger, even when statistics suggest otherwise. 

Beyond crime, the urban environment itself can feel hostile. Overcrowded streets, aggressive traffic, and the constant churn of strangers create a sense of anonymity that erodes trust. In smaller towns, familiarity breeds community; in cities, the sheer scale of human interaction can feel isolating. A 2023 survey by the Pew Research Center found that 60% of urban residents feel less connected to their neighbors than they did a decade ago. This disconnection fuels vulnerability—when no one knows your name, who will notice if something goes wrong? 

Economic disparity also plays a role. Cities showcase stark contrasts between wealth and poverty, with homelessness surging in places like Los Angeles and San Francisco. Encountering visible desperation daily can unsettle residents, fostering guilt, fear, or resentment. For many, the sight of encampments or panhandlers becomes a reminder of societal failures, making public spaces feel unpredictable and unsafe. 

Yet, this sadness over lost safety isn’t just about physical threats. It’s about the erosion of a social contract. Cities thrive when people trust the systems around them—police, transit, local government. But distrust in institutions is growing. Scandals, underfunded services, and polarized politics leave residents feeling unprotected. For instance, debates over policing—whether overfunded or underfunded—have left communities caught between calls for reform and demands for stronger enforcement, with no clear resolution. 

So, what can be done? Rebuilding safety requires a multifaceted approach. Community policing, focused on trust rather than confrontation, has shown promise in cities like Camden, New Jersey, where violent crime dropped 20% after reforms. Investing in mental health services and housing can address root causes of crime and homelessness. Urban design also matters—well-lit streets, green spaces, and community centers can foster connection and deter crime. Most importantly, residents must engage with one another. Neighborhood initiatives, like block parties or mutual aid groups, can rebuild the social fabric that makes cities feel like home. 

It’s heartbreaking that the very places designed for human connection now breed fear. Yet, cities remain humanity’s greatest experiment in coexistence. By addressing crime, inequality, and disconnection head-on, we can reclaim the safety and vibrancy that define urban life. The path forward lies in collective effort—because no city thrives when its people are afraid. 

I Do Other Things Than Just Blog

Yes, I do more than just blog. I have a life outside the laptop, filled with activities that enhance my daily existence. In retirement, I spend my days trying new hobbies that I didn’t have time for during my working years. This phase of life lets me enjoy quality time with my wonderful wife, sharing joyful moments and appreciating the little things. We’ve made our home a cozy place to host friends and family, creating lasting memories. My workshop is a space for creativity, where I work on woodworking projects that show my personality. I enjoy all the benefits of retirement, relishing the freedom to choose how I spend my time without job constraints or the need for consistent income, allowing me to focus on what I truly love.

Sometime in the first part of this year we were visiting some friends and during that time I had to use the facilities. I noticed that he had a small collection of small paperbacks on a shelf in the restroom. I said to him that I noticed that there was a collection of small books and I asked him what kind of books he uses for the short time of personal business. He replied. “I like a collection of short stories. Just enough to pass the time and nothing deep and long.” I then had the thought, “I can do that!”

Since that time, I have been creating small paperbacks of around 100 pages and a variety of different topics by keeping with my blogging agenda, “Comments About Anything“. I also discovered about Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing. This works perfectly for me. The only investment I have is my time. No financial investment whatsoever. If they don’t sell, no loss whatsoever.

I just finished book four and really enjoying this new challenge. They are only $4.75 for paperback, free thru the 24th and then $2.99 for Kindle and $0.00 if a Kindle Unlimited subscriber.

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The Decline of a Two-Party System: Power, Politics, and Unelected Influence

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This is an opinion piece. For a long time I have felt this disgust from what I have seen from politicians, the news media and individual comments. Therefore, I felt it is time for me to vent and get it off my chest.

The United States has long prided itself on its two-party political system, a structure that has defined its democracy for over a century. The Democratic and Republican parties have historically served as the primary vehicles for political discourse, policy-making, and governance. However, the dynamics of this system have shifted dramatically in recent years, leading to a growing sentiment that the U.S. is no longer a true two-party country. Instead, the political landscape is increasingly characterized by one party acting with unchecked authority while the other postures without delivering meaningful opposition. Even more concerning is the rise of powerful unelected officials who appear to wield disproportionate control over the nation’s direction, undermining the democratic process.

The notion of a two-party system implies a balance of power, where competing ideologies engage in robust debate, compromise, and accountability to the electorate. Yet, this balance has eroded. One party—whether Democratic or Republican, depending on the context—often pushes its agenda with little regard for opposition or public sentiment. This is facilitated by a combination of political dominance in key institutions, media alignment, and strategic maneuvering that sidelines dissenting voices. Policies are enacted, executive actions are taken, and cultural shifts are engineered, often with minimal resistance. The opposing party, meanwhile, frequently engages in performative gestures—grand speeches, symbolic votes, or social media campaigns—that create the illusion of action without producing tangible results. This dynamic leaves voters frustrated, feeling that their concerns are ignored or that the system is rigged against them.

The root of this dysfunction lies not only with elected officials but also with the growing influence of unelected power structures. Bureaucrats, corporate leaders, tech moguls, and other non-elected figures have amassed significant control over policy and public life. Within the federal government, career officials in agencies like the Department of Justice, the FBI, or the CDC often shape policy outcomes through regulatory decisions, selective enforcement, or public health mandates that bypass the legislative process. These unelected actors operate with little accountability, insulated from the democratic mechanisms that govern elected representatives. For example, regulatory agencies can issue rules with the force of law, yet these decisions are often made by individuals who face no electoral consequences.

The corporate and tech sectors further exacerbate this trend. Tech giants, for instance, influence public discourse by controlling information flow, censoring content, or amplifying certain narratives, effectively shaping political outcomes without ever appearing on a ballot. Similarly, corporate lobbying ensures that economic policies often prioritize private interests over the public good. These unelected forces—whether in government, media, or industry—create a shadow governance structure that operates beyond the reach of voters, eroding the democratic foundation of the two-party system.

This imbalance has profound implications. When one party acts unilaterally and the other fails to mount effective opposition, the checks and balances inherent in a two-party system collapse. When unelected officials hold sway, the will of the people is sidelined. The result is a growing distrust in institutions, as citizens feel increasingly powerless to influence their government. Restoring a functional two-party system requires not only reinvigorating political competition but also addressing the unchecked power of unelected elites. Without such reforms, the U.S. risks drifting further from its democratic ideals, leaving its citizens with a government that serves the few rather than the many.

Writers Block

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Writer’s block is a condition where a writer struggles to produce new work, often feeling stuck, uninspired, or unable to generate ideas. It can manifest as difficulty starting, completing, or finding the right words for a piece, and may be caused by various factors like stress, self-doubt, perfectionism, lack of inspiration, or external pressures.

This is my current situation. After nearly twenty years of blogging, I find it increasingly challenging to discover new topics to explore. I have chronicled numerous events from my life, and I am exhausting compelling subjects. I am an ordinary individual, not someone who accomplishes extraordinary feats. I do not leap tall buildings or halt speeding bullets. I am simply who I am.

I have tried searching many writing prompts, and unfortunately, many do not motivate me to write about the topics presented. Often, I find that the themes are either too narrow, lacking in depth, or simply do not resonate with my personal interests and experiences. I’ve explored various sources hoping to discover something that sparks my creativity and ignites a passion for writing. However, it seems like a never-ending quest to find the right prompt that can truly inspire me and lead to a fulfilling writing experience.

Maybe it is the introduction of AI in my writings that has led to this unsettling feeling. Recently, I have used AI many times lately, experimenting with various tools and techniques to enhance my creative process. However, I am beginning to feel that it is not me who is truly writing anymore; instead, it seems as though my authentic voice is being overshadowed by algorithms and machine-generated suggestions. This has raised questions in my mind about the essence of creativity and individuality in an age where technology can mimic human thought. I find myself longing for the raw, organic flow of ideas that used to come so naturally, all while wondering if I can reclaim my unique perspective amid the growing influence of artificial intelligence.

Maybe it is the discomfort I am experiencing in my right hip for over two months, a persistent ache that has begun to affect my daily activities and overall quality of life. The doctors say it is arthritic degeneration, a term that feels daunting when I consider what it implies for my future. Examination showed that my hip joints are ok, which is a relief, yet the source of my discomfort remains elusive. Despite my efforts with exercises and physical therapy, which I approach with hope and determination, there has not been much change; the stiffness and discomfort linger, casting a shadow over my optimism. I am beginning to think my age is catching up with me and this is something I will have to accept, yet I refuse to let it define me completely. I find myself reflecting on the importance of staying active and engaging in life, even as I navigate the reality of this new limitation.

Maybe I just need to take a break for a while and see if that helps. Writing is becoming more like a job than a task that I have enjoyed throughout the last 20 years. Is burnout raising its ugly head like it did 20 years ago when I retired from the working world? I find myself struggling to put words on the page, feeling pressured by deadlines and expectations rather than inspired by creative impulses. Perhaps stepping away for a bit will allow me to rediscover that initial passion and joy I once felt, helping me to break free from this cycle of stress and regain my enthusiasm. It’s important to remember that creativity often flourishes in moments of rest and reflection, and I hope that this time away will renew my spirit and reignite my love for the craft.

Therefore, that is where I am at the moment. I am just going to wait and see what direction I end up going. Life has a way of taking unexpected turns, and sometimes I find myself pondering what the future holds for me. Oh, I wrote this at 4 in the morning, a time when the world is still and my thoughts seem to flow more freely. I do not have any problem going to sleep; however, my problem is staying asleep after 3 or 4 hours of sleep, then I often wake up feeling restless and unable to return to sleep. Perhaps I need to explore some methods to calm my mind and body, to create a more restful atmosphere that will allow me to drift into a deeper sleep without interruption. Only time will tell the direction I end up going.

Reflecting on 500 Posts

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This is my 500th post on WordPress. I do not know whether that number is a major accomplishment or not, but it certainly feels significant to me. It is exciting to reflect on this journey and all the experiences I’ve gained along the way. Ten years ago, I never imagined that I would have 500 posts published, each one capturing moment of inspiration, learning, and growth. Every word I’ve shared has been a piece of my story, creating a tapestry of thoughts that I’ve woven together over the years. The challenges I faced and the triumphs I’ve celebrated through this platform have shaped not just my writing skills, but my understanding of myself and the world around me.

I have had this site since 2009, a 16 year-long journey that has seen significant changes and growth. I started this site after the local newspaper, Rocky Mountain News, shuttered their doors, leaving a void in the community for local voices to be heard. In 2002, I began blogging on their website, yourhub.com, where I found a platform to share my thoughts and experiences with others. However, when their blog site became unusable, I sought out new opportunities and enrolled in WordPress, which has provided me with the versatility and reach I needed to continue my passion for writing. After my near-death experience in February 2023, I gained a renewed perspective on life, and this profound event has driven me to become even more active in blogging here, sharing not just my experiences, but also inspiration and insights for others who may be navigating their own challenges.

This has been an exciting experience for me, and I hope I will be able to continue this adventure for many more years.

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