Daily writing prompt

Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?

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I spend more time thinking about the future, contemplating the myriad possibilities that lie ahead. As a senior, I am acutely aware that my time on earth could be soon or extend for another twenty years or more. Each day I find myself reflecting on the legacy I wish to leave behind, the relationships I want to nurture, and the dreams I still wish to fulfill. The uncertainty of life fuels my motivation to make each moment count and encourages me to embrace both the challenges and joys that come my way, as I navigate this stage of my life with hope and resilience.

I often find myself contemplating the profound question, “how will my time on earth end?” Will I be peacefully walking along one day, only to have an unforeseen mishap occur, leading to a sudden fall or perhaps my untimely death? Or will the end come in the form of a serious accident, shrouded in chaos and uncertainty? Alternatively, could it be that I will find my life eclipsed by the shadow of a relentless illness, one that forces me to endure countless years enveloped in pain and suffering? These thoughts swirl in my mind, weaving a tapestry of fear and curiosity about what lies beyond this mortal existence, leaving me to ponder the meaning of life and the inevitability of its conclusion.

I have been pretty healthy throughout my life, and I’ve always taken my well-being seriously, engaging in regular exercise and maintaining a balanced diet. The most serious health event was almost three years ago when I had a near-death experience due to a gigantic blood clot that formed between my lungs, quite unexpectedly. I remember how terrifying it was to realize that my life was hanging in the balance. Fortunately, I was one of the lucky 3 to 5 percent who survived this kind of event, which has left me with a profound appreciation for life and the fragility of health. This experience not only changed my perspective but also motivated me to advocate for awareness about blood clots and to share my story with others, emphasizing the importance of paying attention to our bodies and the signs they give us. Never massage a cramp in the leg. It may be a blood clot, and the massage may break the clot loose and migrate to the lung and heart to become a life-threatening serious event.

I often think about important events and memories in my life, getting lost in a mix of happy moments and achievements. It’s interesting how certain experiences bring back strong feelings, reminding me of places and people that have shaped me. From joyful childhood times to key career milestones, each memory is like a thread in my personal history. Reflecting on these moments gives me nostalgia and reminds me of the lessons learned and strength gained. It helps me appreciate my journey and understand my future goals better.